Ditto

Oct 20, 2005 22:25

I can hear the background music to Ghost, Unchained Melody. It's a beautiful song. My mom is finally home from the hospital; actually she came home yesterday. It felt weird not having her home... On the other hand, today was, well, boring. I'm still feeling depressed, but nobody cares enough to talk. Maybe that's my own fault. I stopped writing, but I will get back into the swing of it. However, I will finally be going to therapy, after suffering from depression for so long. Today was a pretty boring day; however, I did have a job interview, so hopefully I got that job. It was for Petco, which will be good because we can get discounts on dog food, etc. I helped my mom cook dinner (homemade vegetable soup, YUM) and I did the dishes and cleaned the kitchen for her. I took a nap today, but I still feel really tired. Maybe I'm just still sad. I don't know. I haven't talked to Aaron in Lord knows how long. I'm trying not to think about it. He's a nice guy, but I don't know. I feel like I'm losing touch with everything. I think back to what my life was, and what it is, and what I want it to be; and they're complete opposites from one another. I think we're going to be moving to Florida; which is cool because then I can major in animal behavior and be a marine mammal trainer. My dream job, anyways. Well, I'll write more tomorrow. Good night.
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