drunken journaling
Normally I don't let myself think about so many negative things But tonight, I am drunk so it doesn' count. I am really sick of feeling so alone. I have some pretty great people in my life- Rachel, Matt, Leslie, all of you. But I still feel like someting is missing.. I make the dumbest decisions and I live with so much fucking regret. I feel pretty pathetic about some feelings I've been having lately.I don't know what to say but I am so pissed of at myslef for allowing myslef to get wrapped up in something that would never work. That's all i'm gonna say.