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This weekend was probably one of the worst of my life.
I almost lost something that means so much to me.
I guess the old saying, “You don’t know what you got, till it’s gone” is very true.
Luckily for me, I didn’t loose him.
You see, first off, I must admit, I am one of the most jealous and stubborn people you will EVER meet, I get that from my mother :).
Well a couple entries back, I wrote about a girl that I really didn’t like, and Mason knew that. Well Curry thought he’d play a little harmless prank that led to a very big deal.
He got into Mason’s phone and just hit the call button real quick and then hung up just so it’d show up on Mason’s call log. I didn’t really care, because I do trust Mason, but I just don’t like her.
Well apparently it rang on her phone. And she called back. And he answered. And I had quite a fit.
This is where my jealousy and stubbornness come into play. This all occurred when we were chillin at my house, and we were gonna leave around 10:30 to go to someone’s house that Amy knows. Well we went and I was mad and driving, so everyone got out, including Mason, and I left.
I just went for a little drive to cool myself down and I came back, and I was sittin in his lap and everything seemed to be okay. We ended up leaving there around 11:30 and Amy and Curry left so we were on our own, so we just went and sat at the school and started talking about everything.
I admit to him that the last few months haven’t been great and he agrees, and we argue, and before I knew it, it was time for me to go home. He tells me before he leaves that he just doesn’t feel that he makes me happy anymore.
So I drove home. And I was hysterical, I couldn’t even hardly see the road cause the tears were flowing so hard.
The bottom line is, he got home and yes, we talked, and everything is ok.
I have been through this once before, and even though it worked out for the best, and I met Mason, I can't lose someone that I love again.
For anyone who is reading this, please, don’t be put in the situation I was almost in, think before you speak, and realize what you have before it just might be gone.
Mason I love you, and I want to be with you forever.
I almost lost something that means so much to me.
I guess the old saying, “You don’t know what you got, till it’s gone” is very true.
Luckily for me, I didn’t loose him.
You see, first off, I must admit, I am one of the most jealous and stubborn people you will EVER meet, I get that from my mother :).
Well a couple entries back, I wrote about a girl that I really didn’t like, and Mason knew that. Well Curry thought he’d play a little harmless prank that led to a very big deal.
He got into Mason’s phone and just hit the call button real quick and then hung up just so it’d show up on Mason’s call log. I didn’t really care, because I do trust Mason, but I just don’t like her.
Well apparently it rang on her phone. And she called back. And he answered. And I had quite a fit.
This is where my jealousy and stubbornness come into play. This all occurred when we were chillin at my house, and we were gonna leave around 10:30 to go to someone’s house that Amy knows. Well we went and I was mad and driving, so everyone got out, including Mason, and I left.
I just went for a little drive to cool myself down and I came back, and I was sittin in his lap and everything seemed to be okay. We ended up leaving there around 11:30 and Amy and Curry left so we were on our own, so we just went and sat at the school and started talking about everything.
I admit to him that the last few months haven’t been great and he agrees, and we argue, and before I knew it, it was time for me to go home. He tells me before he leaves that he just doesn’t feel that he makes me happy anymore.
So I drove home. And I was hysterical, I couldn’t even hardly see the road cause the tears were flowing so hard.
The bottom line is, he got home and yes, we talked, and everything is ok.
I have been through this once before, and even though it worked out for the best, and I met Mason, I can't lose someone that I love again.
For anyone who is reading this, please, don’t be put in the situation I was almost in, think before you speak, and realize what you have before it just might be gone.
Mason I love you, and I want to be with you forever.