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May 24, 2004 22:11

the two things i cant understand....lying and leading people on(although i'm guilty of one, minor incident)

if you are planning on breaking up with someone and hurting them, quite badly infact....dont tell them stupid shitty comments like:
"lets get married" even though it may infact be a joke, it still tells someone that you want to be with them
then when u see cute kids and "awww" and then he comments on how cute your kids would be.....wtf ok still leading poeple on
and the big one.....
"you're gonna have to tell me when you believe in love"- this implys i guess that u want to know if someone beleives in it so you cant say it to each other....i couldnt come up witha better reason....but hey i certainly dont beleive in it now huh......likeing someone really alot, having him doubt that, and then having him break up with you, not giving you a chance to fix something, and then breaking up with you b/c it hasnt been changed......
if that kid cant figure out i liked him i dont know what else to do to show him.....but the last thing we said to one another was Shaw-"LEAVE, JUST LEAVE I DONT WANT TO SEE YOU EVER AGAIN!" Heather-"is that right?" Shawn"YEAH"......SO YA i left and if he doesnt want to see me then fine.....why would i want to see someone who doesnt want to see me.....o wait, b/c i still like them......hum...what to do what to do, cryings not getting me too far. hating him wont help. well i guess i'm just converting to fucking lesbianism b/c not ONE of my relationships with guys workout, no matter how much i want them too......
beleive me this weekend will be one of some serious "drowning of sorrows" thats right
i'm moving right....maybe i'll move far away.....new start....ya thats way too optimistic for my mood right now
we'll all die someday...thats better
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