days of past..non 9/11 post

[heatherleigh]

i never write in LJ anymroe..and as i've come to realize today...there are a lot of things i don't do.. i don't call friends, or write them. I don't have fun anymore.. i'm always working... i called in sick today for the first time in 9 months. which is the entire time i've worked at this store. I'm sick of working 6 days a week and 60 hours a week. managers get paid more than i do for working and doing less. how is this right? I think Caroline (GM) is leaving soon and if she does and they don't want to transfer me to managment for the Kenner store.. I'm going to quit. Most of my good friends that used to work there don't anymore.. and for my few friends ( matt, josh, brittney, ferris ) i only hang out with them occasionally. Gene and i split. a big drama scene at my house the other night...envolving a gun and then cops.. don't feel like dealing with writting that down now.

anywho i wish i was happier and having a fuller life.. and not just working.. at least i have off on sat's to watch football... what a loser i am.

heatherleigh