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i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her.....i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate him...i hate them i hate them i hate them i hate them i hate them....
nothing eases the pain, i was doing so much better til she created him another myspace, and she's number one and vice versa... i don't get it... why do they do things they know will hurt me and upset me... why do they all want to bring me down and make me so miserable, if i'm not at work i'm at home in my room alone crying. i just wanna live at work, no point in anything else. i wish i would of never left florida, i wish i never would of worked at o'charleys and ever met him. it did me no good years ago and it didn't do my any good now.
yall bitch cuz you're the topic of every discussion....hell i only write when i wanna cry and yell and scream and die...and guess what? every time i feel like that it's because of yall.
i want nothing to do with anyone from mississippi or in mississippi...ever...EVER
nothing good comes from mississippi. i hated it when i was younger, i hate it now that i'm older, i cant believe i allowed myself to move there knowing he had a problem with ol girl. i should of never allowed myself to fall for him like i did.
i don't know what to do anymore these days. i'm scared as hell to turn 21 bc i feel that i'm going to turn into an alchoholic and wind up crashing and dieing.
then i hope it's on there conscience for the rest of their lives
and david don't call me yelling at me. i'm too upset and don't wanna hear you. or what you have to say, nothing you could ever say will ease the pain i'm in right now... nothing.
i hope your happy
nothing eases the pain, i was doing so much better til she created him another myspace, and she's number one and vice versa... i don't get it... why do they do things they know will hurt me and upset me... why do they all want to bring me down and make me so miserable, if i'm not at work i'm at home in my room alone crying. i just wanna live at work, no point in anything else. i wish i would of never left florida, i wish i never would of worked at o'charleys and ever met him. it did me no good years ago and it didn't do my any good now.
yall bitch cuz you're the topic of every discussion....hell i only write when i wanna cry and yell and scream and die...and guess what? every time i feel like that it's because of yall.
i want nothing to do with anyone from mississippi or in mississippi...ever...EVER
nothing good comes from mississippi. i hated it when i was younger, i hate it now that i'm older, i cant believe i allowed myself to move there knowing he had a problem with ol girl. i should of never allowed myself to fall for him like i did.
i don't know what to do anymore these days. i'm scared as hell to turn 21 bc i feel that i'm going to turn into an alchoholic and wind up crashing and dieing.
then i hope it's on there conscience for the rest of their lives
and david don't call me yelling at me. i'm too upset and don't wanna hear you. or what you have to say, nothing you could ever say will ease the pain i'm in right now... nothing.
i hope your happy