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Today I thought about Andrew on the way home from work. And seriously, it's funny how much I "loved" him. Considering now our worlds are in two completely different places. And when I think about it now, they were never in the same place anyways. But I don't even miss him at all.
But I will say that I miss the innocent kind of love I found in him. The naivity (spelling?) of it all.
Anyways.
I also thought about Christopher. And how much I've grown up since that time. Or how much I've really lived. Because when it comes down to it, I'm really still that same girl. Just my hearts in a different place. I thought him and I would have ruled the world at one point.
Chop, I will probably always miss a little I think. And slightly regret who I was when I was with him.
Moving onnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn.
Today, I came to the realization that I'm going to have to move on. To be independent for once. Because I can't keep falling down.
But I will say that I miss the innocent kind of love I found in him. The naivity (spelling?) of it all.
Anyways.
I also thought about Christopher. And how much I've grown up since that time. Or how much I've really lived. Because when it comes down to it, I'm really still that same girl. Just my hearts in a different place. I thought him and I would have ruled the world at one point.
Chop, I will probably always miss a little I think. And slightly regret who I was when I was with him.
Moving onnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn.
Today, I came to the realization that I'm going to have to move on. To be independent for once. Because I can't keep falling down.