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Why is it that I feel like my love life always has a way to complicate itself?
And it's not even MY love life. It's hers.
But I'm one of the reasons its complicated. Which complicates mine.
She was already caught up in drama. And I feel like I made it worse.
Which I kind of did; It was mutual. But I can't help feeling guilty.
And her drama is hurting me. But I'm not going to let her see it.
But shit. I'm going to wait for her.
She said she has to do some soul searching.
And that it may take some time.
I've got all the time in the world. Especially for her.
I'm either making the worse mistake or the best decision of my love life.
But for her, I'll take the risk.
I know I sound so lame, but I feel something different.
But I have a gut feeling that I think I should follow.
For once in my life, I'm taking a risk.
And it's not even MY love life. It's hers.
But I'm one of the reasons its complicated. Which complicates mine.
She was already caught up in drama. And I feel like I made it worse.
Which I kind of did; It was mutual. But I can't help feeling guilty.
And her drama is hurting me. But I'm not going to let her see it.
But shit. I'm going to wait for her.
She said she has to do some soul searching.
And that it may take some time.
I've got all the time in the world. Especially for her.
I'm either making the worse mistake or the best decision of my love life.
But for her, I'll take the risk.
I know I sound so lame, but I feel something different.
But I have a gut feeling that I think I should follow.
For once in my life, I'm taking a risk.