north carolinaaaaaa!
"you have to be happy with yourself internally. you can see the most beautiful person , and if she's not beautiful on the inside, it's never going to shine through."
- Rachel Bilson
for some reason i fell in love with this quote and this actress. it's so true. i believe that's why i enjoy it so much and because i feel the same way. so i'm sitting in north carolina right now. it's so nice here. it makes me want to move outta jersey more than i already do. new jersey is too expensive and there is so much better. it's nice to have the beach so close and my friends right there, but i want to enjoy life. i do not want to have to live paycheck to paycheck. i feel that if i have a family in new jersey they won't be able to experience enough. but that's me and i do love new jersey, but it's not a place for me anymore.
" what's the key to being beautiful? being happy. it's as simple as that."
- her again.
i read self magazine today while i was laying out. it's hot as hell here. i lasted an hour then started to get dizzy and shake. i'm spoiled with my pool. laying out without water near is like i don't even know it's horrible. i would just like to be tan. i actually have color cause i got burnt so bad last week, it's nice. i plan on keeping it, but we'll see how that works out. so i used to have 2 jobs. i gave big woods my 2 weeks and they completely took me off the schedule. wtf?! i needed that extra money. and then i was out of a job for a week cause i babysit for someone that works for the state. another reason why i can't wait to get out of jersey. jersey's government is ridiculous. okay i'm done typing.
summer thus far:
-bye!