...wish me luck...
Hello everyone and how are you...well I am doing better than I have been so can't go wrong with that right...well anywho yesterday I talked with Bethany and at first we were argueing and then when she called me back it was a lot more mellow...she asked if I ever wanted to talk to her again and I told her that I don't think that she is a bad person or anything but I also don't think that any sort of frienship will ever come of us so I think it would be best if we didn't talk anymore...I said I didn't want things between us to be bitter becuase that is just not even nessecary so I guess that is all figured out so we said good bye and if I ever see her walking by I don't have a problem saying hi to her but that is as far as it goes....
So the past fews days Marissa and I have been getting a lot closer...she recently tole me that her and Genina are not getting back together...so Marissa and I have been havin our arms around eachother and kind of haning on eachother and it feels really good to have someone finally kind of like me back the way I like them...because beleive me it has been a while lol...well Julie said she liked me...but Julie likes everyone lol...so today I ended up skipping 2nd block to go and sit with Marissa..thank the good Lord I didn't get caought...and then today at the homeroom even I sat like in between her legs and she had her arms around me...so hopefully I can see where this goes lol...and I hope that it will go somewhere...because I really liker her a lot...and today she told me that I looked cute and I felt so fuckin stupid...becuase I blused like more than ever lol man I hate when I do that...I feel bad for her though becuase she is sick...so wish me luck that this will somehow go somewhere lol...becuase I am sick of being single damn it
Well until next time...
*~Heather~*
So the past fews days Marissa and I have been getting a lot closer...she recently tole me that her and Genina are not getting back together...so Marissa and I have been havin our arms around eachother and kind of haning on eachother and it feels really good to have someone finally kind of like me back the way I like them...because beleive me it has been a while lol...well Julie said she liked me...but Julie likes everyone lol...so today I ended up skipping 2nd block to go and sit with Marissa..thank the good Lord I didn't get caought...and then today at the homeroom even I sat like in between her legs and she had her arms around me...so hopefully I can see where this goes lol...and I hope that it will go somewhere...because I really liker her a lot...and today she told me that I looked cute and I felt so fuckin stupid...becuase I blused like more than ever lol man I hate when I do that...I feel bad for her though becuase she is sick...so wish me luck that this will somehow go somewhere lol...becuase I am sick of being single damn it
Well until next time...
*~Heather~*