daddy long legs is coming home!
Lately, my mental state has been a big pile of mush... I've been on a binge of narcs and booze for the past 3 weeks. No particular reason for it really. Just an abundance of sources and my inability to refuse access to them. It's been lovely.
********Jay is coming to visit!!!!!!********
This is by far the best news I've gotten in a while. He invited me to go to Detroit with him after his visit. I believe I will. The whole London thing went to shits, so I got nothing better to do. Detroit is a hard town, but I'm sure I'll learn to handle it. It'll be fun to travel with Jay alone. God, I really can't wait.... I had a dream the other night that he was haunting me... which is the plan if he dies before me. He said he was thinking of me the same night, so I dunno... some weird telepathic thing there. Ahhh.... I can't even put into words how excited I am!! I'm counting the days.
well, I'm being somewhat forced to go to Sugar in the Raw at the belvedere, so I guess I'll go get ready. Awkwardness here I come.
********Jay is coming to visit!!!!!!********
This is by far the best news I've gotten in a while. He invited me to go to Detroit with him after his visit. I believe I will. The whole London thing went to shits, so I got nothing better to do. Detroit is a hard town, but I'm sure I'll learn to handle it. It'll be fun to travel with Jay alone. God, I really can't wait.... I had a dream the other night that he was haunting me... which is the plan if he dies before me. He said he was thinking of me the same night, so I dunno... some weird telepathic thing there. Ahhh.... I can't even put into words how excited I am!! I'm counting the days.
well, I'm being somewhat forced to go to Sugar in the Raw at the belvedere, so I guess I'll go get ready. Awkwardness here I come.