Mar 21, 2004 01:46
wow... so the Sugar show was crazy. I got real drunk with people i haven't seen in a while.
Outside of Juanita's Justin's neighbor's 60+ y/o dad tried to smooch me. It's funny to think about now. (also after hearing that mason apparently gave him 2 hits of acid) But at the time I was fucking disgusted. Oh well. I had some interesting one-on-one conversations with just about everyone last night. It's good to know that I am still cool with all the Sugar kids regardless of our past. I thoroughly enjoy the time I spend with them... if only they weren't so damn high all the time. Then maybe certain members would get a clue.
On to a differant subject.... I need to get the hell out. I keep saying that, but I'm so sick of this place. It has it's good times, but for the most part I just feel like I get more stupid everyday from lack of activity. If I stay here, I'm just going to drink and get fucked up for the rest of my life.... and yes, I do want to do more than that. I just don't know what yet. I would like to have a somewhat stable relationship too... and that's just not going to happen here. Too many fucking memories.
damn... I reek of marijuana.