again im caught between a rock and a sandpaper...
alot of things have happened since i was last on this blasted blogging site.
and yet i find myself still unsatified with what i have, nor am i willing to give in to what other want of me yet....
is it any wonder that when we do what our hearts desire we trample on others in the process?
ive gotten used to being considered a bitch for it. and yet nothing changes, whether i care and cater to what others want or not its never any better.
what ive learned so far is that we were brought on this earth to ruin ourselves,make the wrong choices and learn in the end from it all...
god i want so much to be free from the drugdery of responsibility of my crappy life.
and i really do have a crappy life.
dependent on my family, all my friends are happily married and i am still alone...
i am soooo lucky.....
and yet i find myself still unsatified with what i have, nor am i willing to give in to what other want of me yet....
is it any wonder that when we do what our hearts desire we trample on others in the process?
ive gotten used to being considered a bitch for it. and yet nothing changes, whether i care and cater to what others want or not its never any better.
what ive learned so far is that we were brought on this earth to ruin ourselves,make the wrong choices and learn in the end from it all...
god i want so much to be free from the drugdery of responsibility of my crappy life.
and i really do have a crappy life.
dependent on my family, all my friends are happily married and i am still alone...
i am soooo lucky.....