worried

[heatherh9117]

so last night i confessed my feelings for my best friend. i sat there and cried for hours telling her i loved her so much. that i knew i could take care of her better than anyone else. i laid out my heart to her. its crazy because im straight. but i love her so much. the really horrible part is... she has a girlfriend and her girlfriend is another one of my friends. but im soo tired of holding back my feelings. ive felt this way for months. but because of the situation i feel horrible. i feel low. but all i did was tell her i loved her. i didnt act on it. i didnt do anything else. i could have. but i didnt.and now idk. she didnt really say much. so i guess im just waitting for her. and if she says no ill be okay. im not gonna let this ruin our friendship.

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