don't have much time...
okay so working 9 days straight.. i like it... it means ill be making more money. But i know im gonna be exuasted... lol so freaking tired all the time.
but the last couple days has sucked ass... tons of crying. I found out people are just pretending to love me and it hurt. But im more ready for a change right now. I just want to move on with my life. be happy. fall in love. I want something new to happen or come into my life.
now i must be off to work agian... lol
*side note*
Raymond is back. and from what i heard he wants me back. i can either hurt him and be a bitch or hurt him and lie. idk what im gonna do. i don't want him back. im done with him. but im not gonna do anything until the time comes. hopefully ill be too busy working for him to get anywher near me. *fingers crossed*
but the last couple days has sucked ass... tons of crying. I found out people are just pretending to love me and it hurt. But im more ready for a change right now. I just want to move on with my life. be happy. fall in love. I want something new to happen or come into my life.
now i must be off to work agian... lol
*side note*
Raymond is back. and from what i heard he wants me back. i can either hurt him and be a bitch or hurt him and lie. idk what im gonna do. i don't want him back. im done with him. but im not gonna do anything until the time comes. hopefully ill be too busy working for him to get anywher near me. *fingers crossed*