Disconnected
So in a fit of self-hate, I removed Facebook from my phone. I want to see if I can stay away for a week, both to see how it makes me feel, and to see if anyone really notices.
I took it off my phone on Friday, and it's now Tuesday. What I do notice I miss is the ability to post whatever I happen to be feeling or stuff that happens. (For example, I still haven't posted that Ryan passed his driving permit test last Saturday. I kind of feel like shit about it, but I guess being determined about this is more important to me than posting. It's also definitely an extra way for me to punish myself.)
I really should get back on here and put my life's happenings here instead, but I get ZERO time without the littles crawling all over me. I don't even get to sleep by myself, because Kenna won't sleep unless she's laying on me. My only solo time is when I use the bathroom. Yes, it's a phase that will pass, but it's been months already and I'm getting burned out.
I took it off my phone on Friday, and it's now Tuesday. What I do notice I miss is the ability to post whatever I happen to be feeling or stuff that happens. (For example, I still haven't posted that Ryan passed his driving permit test last Saturday. I kind of feel like shit about it, but I guess being determined about this is more important to me than posting. It's also definitely an extra way for me to punish myself.)
I really should get back on here and put my life's happenings here instead, but I get ZERO time without the littles crawling all over me. I don't even get to sleep by myself, because Kenna won't sleep unless she's laying on me. My only solo time is when I use the bathroom. Yes, it's a phase that will pass, but it's been months already and I'm getting burned out.