i'd wanna hear you say, i rememeber you...
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quick update..not much into updating right now.
friday went shopping@4am...marffins! bought a scanner/copier/printer thing which i was really excited about cuz ive wanted one forever..came home..slept. went to my moms. went to see Napoleon Dynamite with katie and curt...funniest and best movie ever! then went back to curts.
saturday- slept in, went up to work for work permit, girl's night with katie, ashie, and mom 2. went to the mall then o'charleys, then back to katie's...it was mucho fun.
sunday- slept in again, didnt do much, took katie with me to walmart then hung at her house..it was fun and she got to drive with me! yay! that makes me very happy.
monday- worst day ive had in a long time. left school a little early for physical at doctor's. then to walmart with mom. we got in an arguement and i cried from the time i got home till i fell asleep. then curt calls with the worst news ever, and i cry some more, and more, and more. non stop until 11 something when i seriously just couldnt cry anymore. it sucked. i really just hate my life anymore. nothing goes right. or wait, sometimes things go right and good things happen, but then something bad happens and ruins the good. it freaking sucks. i cant believe its happening. i hate it so much. im going to be crazy in a month. im really worried about how im going to be cuz im not a strong person and it just might not be good. i know ill be crying alot and depressed, and moody and unhappy.. ive never had someone leave, especially a good friend and someone i have all these feelings for..its so horrible..ugh, why does this have to happen, why does he have to be taken away!!!! WHY WHY WHY!!!!! :'-(
tuesday-bad bay...i was sad all day and kinda moody, im sorry to any one i was like mean to, but its just cuz of everything thats going on. its so sad. all day i just wanted to cry, and no joke- as soon as i got out of the car to go on my house from katie i started to cry. and its all i can think about... but i talked to him a little on the phone tonight..told him i was going to california to go to six flags this summer, and he said hed go lol. i wish but its not likely to happen...but i got off the phone, then cried a little. :-(
tomorrow peoples are going to steak and shake, then the movies to see Napoleon Dynamite again.. carl's going..yay! :-D it doesnt matter if hes leaving, he still makes me happy and makes me smile like no other! so itll be fun cuz its early release and i could use some fun time!
idk..i dont want to write anymore.. there's no need for me to write everything about how i feel to everyone, it's almost pointless.
im going to get another livejournal soon just for me to write in that no one else can read, cuz i really need it.
leave me a comment please....
<3 Heather
i'd wanna hear you say, i rememeber you.
there's no one that gets me like you do.
dream away everyday, try to ignore reality.
in such a short amount of time, you've affected me so much... <3
quick update..not much into updating right now.
friday went shopping@4am...marffins! bought a scanner/copier/printer thing which i was really excited about cuz ive wanted one forever..came home..slept. went to my moms. went to see Napoleon Dynamite with katie and curt...funniest and best movie ever! then went back to curts.
saturday- slept in, went up to work for work permit, girl's night with katie, ashie, and mom 2. went to the mall then o'charleys, then back to katie's...it was mucho fun.
sunday- slept in again, didnt do much, took katie with me to walmart then hung at her house..it was fun and she got to drive with me! yay! that makes me very happy.
monday- worst day ive had in a long time. left school a little early for physical at doctor's. then to walmart with mom. we got in an arguement and i cried from the time i got home till i fell asleep. then curt calls with the worst news ever, and i cry some more, and more, and more. non stop until 11 something when i seriously just couldnt cry anymore. it sucked. i really just hate my life anymore. nothing goes right. or wait, sometimes things go right and good things happen, but then something bad happens and ruins the good. it freaking sucks. i cant believe its happening. i hate it so much. im going to be crazy in a month. im really worried about how im going to be cuz im not a strong person and it just might not be good. i know ill be crying alot and depressed, and moody and unhappy.. ive never had someone leave, especially a good friend and someone i have all these feelings for..its so horrible..ugh, why does this have to happen, why does he have to be taken away!!!! WHY WHY WHY!!!!! :'-(
tuesday-bad bay...i was sad all day and kinda moody, im sorry to any one i was like mean to, but its just cuz of everything thats going on. its so sad. all day i just wanted to cry, and no joke- as soon as i got out of the car to go on my house from katie i started to cry. and its all i can think about... but i talked to him a little on the phone tonight..told him i was going to california to go to six flags this summer, and he said hed go lol. i wish but its not likely to happen...but i got off the phone, then cried a little. :-(
tomorrow peoples are going to steak and shake, then the movies to see Napoleon Dynamite again.. carl's going..yay! :-D it doesnt matter if hes leaving, he still makes me happy and makes me smile like no other! so itll be fun cuz its early release and i could use some fun time!
idk..i dont want to write anymore.. there's no need for me to write everything about how i feel to everyone, it's almost pointless.
im going to get another livejournal soon just for me to write in that no one else can read, cuz i really need it.
leave me a comment please....
<3 Heather
i'd wanna hear you say, i rememeber you.
there's no one that gets me like you do.
dream away everyday, try to ignore reality.
in such a short amount of time, you've affected me so much... <3