I heard your voice i saw your eyes
Last night was bad
enough said.
Included
Alchol
Puke
Bonn fire
Beach
passed out on caitlins floor
Too much to type.
I'm listening to hatebreed im gay.
Im waiting for matt to get here
it seems like were togheter everyday
weird i know..
But he makes me smile.
Do you want to just squeeze someone until they tell exactley how they feel
Well i feel like that right now.
Im so clueless about alot of things.
I can't read him
He's a mystery
So lately ive had mostly a positive attitude about most things.
Im trying real hard to see things differently and understand more things and not to care about more things
i tend to take everything ot heart and i dont mean to its just the way ive always been
I really dont know when people are joking most the time
and most the time i have my defense up.
Its weird.
But im trying
exams tomarrow.
Shit on me
Oh well only 3 more days of school left and that gets me fucking pumped.
I really hope i smoke my exams...
*Things are so messed up right now i like dont know if their going to come crashing down or going to stay up
everydays mixed up and i never know what to think about anything
hopefully soon things will start clearing up and ill figure out what i want and more importantly what i need.
Ive decided im not befriending anyone who isnt already in my life.
U dont care about me why should i waste my time on being your friend when you will probly shit on me at some point anyway.
Well im gay and i love misery signals.
P.s. Be ready algonac for when me and Edge come and steal ur ever so precious johnny bradley muhaha
i love him i think too much sometimes.
I've seen it in your eyes
Looks like your sneaking and all your lies
They did catch up to you this time
I swear i heard you say
Blood is forever
Love is forever
I can fool myself all that i want
But I saw the room, I heard your voice, I saw your eyes
The truth will always get the best of you inside or out
It took me two years to find that i wasted five years of me life
Felt the truth within you and i saw red
So I guess we are the long goodbye
What wasted time
I always hoped somehow it never happened to us
But it is something that did
And something that I can't forget
And after all of out times
You Turned and did what you did
This was days and weeks of deceit
You turned and walked away
You said you'd be back tomorrow
Well tomorrow had come and gone
Looks lie your choking on all the lies
They did catch up with you this time
I swear i heard you say blood if forever
Well it seems forever meant nothing to you
It meant nothing but i swear i heard you say
Blood is forever
enough said.
Included
Alchol
Puke
Bonn fire
Beach
passed out on caitlins floor
Too much to type.
I'm listening to hatebreed im gay.
Im waiting for matt to get here
it seems like were togheter everyday
weird i know..
But he makes me smile.
Do you want to just squeeze someone until they tell exactley how they feel
Well i feel like that right now.
Im so clueless about alot of things.
I can't read him
He's a mystery
So lately ive had mostly a positive attitude about most things.
Im trying real hard to see things differently and understand more things and not to care about more things
i tend to take everything ot heart and i dont mean to its just the way ive always been
I really dont know when people are joking most the time
and most the time i have my defense up.
Its weird.
But im trying
exams tomarrow.
Shit on me
Oh well only 3 more days of school left and that gets me fucking pumped.
I really hope i smoke my exams...
*Things are so messed up right now i like dont know if their going to come crashing down or going to stay up
everydays mixed up and i never know what to think about anything
hopefully soon things will start clearing up and ill figure out what i want and more importantly what i need.
Ive decided im not befriending anyone who isnt already in my life.
U dont care about me why should i waste my time on being your friend when you will probly shit on me at some point anyway.
Well im gay and i love misery signals.
P.s. Be ready algonac for when me and Edge come and steal ur ever so precious johnny bradley muhaha
i love him i think too much sometimes.
I've seen it in your eyes
Looks like your sneaking and all your lies
They did catch up to you this time
I swear i heard you say
Blood is forever
Love is forever
I can fool myself all that i want
But I saw the room, I heard your voice, I saw your eyes
The truth will always get the best of you inside or out
It took me two years to find that i wasted five years of me life
Felt the truth within you and i saw red
So I guess we are the long goodbye
What wasted time
I always hoped somehow it never happened to us
But it is something that did
And something that I can't forget
And after all of out times
You Turned and did what you did
This was days and weeks of deceit
You turned and walked away
You said you'd be back tomorrow
Well tomorrow had come and gone
Looks lie your choking on all the lies
They did catch up with you this time
I swear i heard you say blood if forever
Well it seems forever meant nothing to you
It meant nothing but i swear i heard you say
Blood is forever