never act like something that your not
so i suppose ill stop preaching in my livejournal...everyone can be tough and fake...fucking sweet, fuck it
anywaY The show was tonight it was sweet i danced for WDIS and i also went to walmart me amber caitlin and titney and bought t shirts and amber made a 1984 t shirt and i made a WDIS t shirt to support my boys
wud up wud up everyone played great o ya i saw that one tough guy there the one that makes me want to jump off a very high bridge not really sure if its bcuz i miss him or i hate him..weird..ya..but i jsut want to telle veryone that i fucking love whitney and amber they are my bitchesssss ahhhh we had a fucking boombastic time today.
P.s never tell someone u love them if u dont.
most the time they mean nothing to you
nothing more then someone to hang out with everyday
to be by your side only when its conveinent for you
Just your other half
...guess what i was your BETTER half
_ so me and Edge were talking in the car yesterday...i don't miss him..i miss the way things were in the beginning in the first 4 months when i would pick him up drive everywhere just talk ..when he got teary eyed when we got into a fight when he CARED when he called me just to say hi and tell me what he was doing when he would come over when i was sick when i went grocery shopping with his mom , when him and sean made me and edge valentines day dinner [spaghetti] when i made him and all the guys dinner on his birthday, when i would literally spend everyday at his house when me and edge stayed the night at his house with him and sean and he came in when i was sleeping gave me a kiss on the forehead before he left for work. when we would have movie nights. when me and edge snuck out and woke him and sean up at 4 in the morning and stayed the night . when he would meet me in our meeting spots in school. when he got arrested in memphis and i had to talk the cop into letting his give me his keys. when he got out of jail and i bought him subway. when we were going to a show and i got a jelly belly stuck in my nose..
What happened to the kid that was my everything that was my happiness that was my everyday?
He got tattoos
He got in a band
He became "tough"
God damnit i miss him...
Why am i posting this
im a bitch
peace.
anywaY The show was tonight it was sweet i danced for WDIS and i also went to walmart me amber caitlin and titney and bought t shirts and amber made a 1984 t shirt and i made a WDIS t shirt to support my boys
wud up wud up everyone played great o ya i saw that one tough guy there the one that makes me want to jump off a very high bridge not really sure if its bcuz i miss him or i hate him..weird..ya..but i jsut want to telle veryone that i fucking love whitney and amber they are my bitchesssss ahhhh we had a fucking boombastic time today.
P.s never tell someone u love them if u dont.
most the time they mean nothing to you
nothing more then someone to hang out with everyday
to be by your side only when its conveinent for you
Just your other half
...guess what i was your BETTER half
_ so me and Edge were talking in the car yesterday...i don't miss him..i miss the way things were in the beginning in the first 4 months when i would pick him up drive everywhere just talk ..when he got teary eyed when we got into a fight when he CARED when he called me just to say hi and tell me what he was doing when he would come over when i was sick when i went grocery shopping with his mom , when him and sean made me and edge valentines day dinner [spaghetti] when i made him and all the guys dinner on his birthday, when i would literally spend everyday at his house when me and edge stayed the night at his house with him and sean and he came in when i was sleeping gave me a kiss on the forehead before he left for work. when we would have movie nights. when me and edge snuck out and woke him and sean up at 4 in the morning and stayed the night . when he would meet me in our meeting spots in school. when he got arrested in memphis and i had to talk the cop into letting his give me his keys. when he got out of jail and i bought him subway. when we were going to a show and i got a jelly belly stuck in my nose..
What happened to the kid that was my everything that was my happiness that was my everyday?
He got tattoos
He got in a band
He became "tough"
God damnit i miss him...
Why am i posting this
im a bitch
peace.