your just jelous cuz were young and in love.
my life is far too complex for u to comply with nor try to understand..love is a word thats thrown out there bcuz people have yet no other way to explain their attraction towards someone or how they feel when those two people collide and make some petty excuse to call it love..
marriage is a way for insecure people to know that they have that one person that they may have fell in love with years ago for the rest of their lives..
feelings changes
u cant promise yourself to someone for the rest of ur life
people cant even keep the same favorite food nor can they have someone to be with the rest of their life.
how many couples do u see that have been together HAPPILY for more then 2 years.
life is so staged...
were all a breathing image of eachother...just feeding off of other people.
ive decided to block myself off from any feelings i have and im not going to write in here how i really feel about certain people ive learned it makes people very unhappy.
enough said.
Work sucks...
i come home
start crying bcuz i am so ungodly sick
its not even funny
have a temperature of 104.
shitty..
laying in my bed shaking call caitlin somehow she comes over and saves me...
calls my mom
my mom comes home
gets my fever down to 102 some how...
im still terribly hot.
very sick
and waiting for this damn medicine to kick in so i can go to sleep
Johnny B
if u decide to take some time somehow since ur so busy lately
i jsut want u to know]
im not even mad anymore im to the point where...
i dont even know , i quit u dont do anything u say ur going to
u have a life i understand, i guess im not a part of it anymore
and i miss you but its beyond me now every effort i make gets shot down.
im sorry things are like this
but hope to see ya around at some point.
i miss soooo many people.
its unreal its like i have everyone i love infront of me everyday
but theres still an absence somewhere of certain people who mean alot to me.i smoothed alot of shit out with alot of people and im happy for that
whitney i love ur nigger ass enough said
me and lynn have been together alot lately i love her more then words could explain
we are the same person and its good.
she is my hope and my strength of everyday
she understands me more then you.
Caitlin and i have grown apart im sad for that but we will always be best friends.
no matter if she has a boyfriend or what
she complys for me and im thankful for all the amazing people i have in my life
bcuz i havent figured myself out yet and their helping me.
i should probly stop writing now and go sleep before i die of this terrible sickness i have
oh ya and the show last night was okay the drummer from bloodjinn hit on me and every other girl all night
he wasnt too bad looking either
haha
everyone have a good night.
p.s. theres this boy ....ya im in love with him..
marriage is a way for insecure people to know that they have that one person that they may have fell in love with years ago for the rest of their lives..
feelings changes
u cant promise yourself to someone for the rest of ur life
people cant even keep the same favorite food nor can they have someone to be with the rest of their life.
how many couples do u see that have been together HAPPILY for more then 2 years.
life is so staged...
were all a breathing image of eachother...just feeding off of other people.
ive decided to block myself off from any feelings i have and im not going to write in here how i really feel about certain people ive learned it makes people very unhappy.
enough said.
Work sucks...
i come home
start crying bcuz i am so ungodly sick
its not even funny
have a temperature of 104.
shitty..
laying in my bed shaking call caitlin somehow she comes over and saves me...
calls my mom
my mom comes home
gets my fever down to 102 some how...
im still terribly hot.
very sick
and waiting for this damn medicine to kick in so i can go to sleep
Johnny B
if u decide to take some time somehow since ur so busy lately
i jsut want u to know]
im not even mad anymore im to the point where...
i dont even know , i quit u dont do anything u say ur going to
u have a life i understand, i guess im not a part of it anymore
and i miss you but its beyond me now every effort i make gets shot down.
im sorry things are like this
but hope to see ya around at some point.
i miss soooo many people.
its unreal its like i have everyone i love infront of me everyday
but theres still an absence somewhere of certain people who mean alot to me.i smoothed alot of shit out with alot of people and im happy for that
whitney i love ur nigger ass enough said
me and lynn have been together alot lately i love her more then words could explain
we are the same person and its good.
she is my hope and my strength of everyday
she understands me more then you.
Caitlin and i have grown apart im sad for that but we will always be best friends.
no matter if she has a boyfriend or what
she complys for me and im thankful for all the amazing people i have in my life
bcuz i havent figured myself out yet and their helping me.
i should probly stop writing now and go sleep before i die of this terrible sickness i have
oh ya and the show last night was okay the drummer from bloodjinn hit on me and every other girl all night
he wasnt too bad looking either
haha
everyone have a good night.
p.s. theres this boy ....ya im in love with him..