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I really wish I could control everything, but there's just some things that are so far out of reach. I need to sit back in the hands of fate.
Im so terrified of elevators. Today was the first time in my life I've had to travel in one alone. I was a wreck. Haha, shivering and stumbling. I freak out even when I am with others. My student loan papers are all dropped off...after screwing them up a few times. My goodness, the next thing they're going to ask for is a blood sample. They have everything else. My line of credit from last year is all paid off, mind you I am broke...haha. But it feels so nice not to be in debt. I hate owing people money.
Yesterday was a pretty good day. My job interview was VERY thourough. Holy crap, it's not a gov't job! I think it went well. I need it terribly...and I'm getting super stressed out about not finding something soon. Anyways, I went to Mikes cause it was his day off, and woke him up. We went to my house and drove some golf balls in our backyard driving range. Then we decided to go to the real driving range, and took my brother. Wow, it was actually fun. I never ever thought I'd like golf. We went out for ice cream afterwards. We went and filled out an application for Mike and his friends to get an apartment. Then we hung out at my house with my parents and had supper and stuff. Then we went for a walk to get some 5 cent candies (wow, you actually have to wear a latex glove when you are picking them out these days. Remember when we were little...kids would like sneeze in the box and no one would think twice!!) and watched some TV.
Working tonight, and I have a long day ahead of me tomorrow...
Im so terrified of elevators. Today was the first time in my life I've had to travel in one alone. I was a wreck. Haha, shivering and stumbling. I freak out even when I am with others. My student loan papers are all dropped off...after screwing them up a few times. My goodness, the next thing they're going to ask for is a blood sample. They have everything else. My line of credit from last year is all paid off, mind you I am broke...haha. But it feels so nice not to be in debt. I hate owing people money.
Yesterday was a pretty good day. My job interview was VERY thourough. Holy crap, it's not a gov't job! I think it went well. I need it terribly...and I'm getting super stressed out about not finding something soon. Anyways, I went to Mikes cause it was his day off, and woke him up. We went to my house and drove some golf balls in our backyard driving range. Then we decided to go to the real driving range, and took my brother. Wow, it was actually fun. I never ever thought I'd like golf. We went out for ice cream afterwards. We went and filled out an application for Mike and his friends to get an apartment. Then we hung out at my house with my parents and had supper and stuff. Then we went for a walk to get some 5 cent candies (wow, you actually have to wear a latex glove when you are picking them out these days. Remember when we were little...kids would like sneeze in the box and no one would think twice!!) and watched some TV.
Working tonight, and I have a long day ahead of me tomorrow...