Half A Year?
It has been awhile... I know. I also am not too sure if anyone reads livejournal anymore. But I will indulge in this old friend anyways.
Well, I am working again as a cleaning lady. I love the people and it goes by fast. I surprise myself sometimes with how I can be social even though it use to scare me to look people in the face. Now sometimess, people just can't shut me up.
The big goal though is to finally save up a large sum of money, to go to school. Cosmotech, they take no financial aid so I get to save up 10,000 big ones. First though, a car really might be in order.
I am also with my best guy friend. A relationship couldn't have worked out better for me. There's relationships that you just have, and you are together to be together. The relationship is just there. Brandon to me though, is having another half to make me a little bit more whole. Or a lot more whole. We talk endlessy, laugh all the time, and for the first time ever... actually cried from just being overly happy. I think a few times.
My girls are still good. Nothing like just sitting around and being entertained for hours by just talking. I miss them sometimes like air.
My family is good, my mom works hard and my sister is my sister.
I most likely should get back into my old creative hobbies. Lately I've been knitting. I haven't picked up a good book in a few weeks. I still love reading. Writing, it's been too long. I just have to dig up too many sad memories and feelings to be creative. Hostility brings out my creative side, is this healthy? To have a creative, artistic business would be ideal. A job with freedom that I would love. I want something that brings me peace financially.
So whoever is reading this, I hope all is well with you.
Well, I am working again as a cleaning lady. I love the people and it goes by fast. I surprise myself sometimes with how I can be social even though it use to scare me to look people in the face. Now sometimess, people just can't shut me up.
The big goal though is to finally save up a large sum of money, to go to school. Cosmotech, they take no financial aid so I get to save up 10,000 big ones. First though, a car really might be in order.
I am also with my best guy friend. A relationship couldn't have worked out better for me. There's relationships that you just have, and you are together to be together. The relationship is just there. Brandon to me though, is having another half to make me a little bit more whole. Or a lot more whole. We talk endlessy, laugh all the time, and for the first time ever... actually cried from just being overly happy. I think a few times.
My girls are still good. Nothing like just sitting around and being entertained for hours by just talking. I miss them sometimes like air.
My family is good, my mom works hard and my sister is my sister.
I most likely should get back into my old creative hobbies. Lately I've been knitting. I haven't picked up a good book in a few weeks. I still love reading. Writing, it's been too long. I just have to dig up too many sad memories and feelings to be creative. Hostility brings out my creative side, is this healthy? To have a creative, artistic business would be ideal. A job with freedom that I would love. I want something that brings me peace financially.
So whoever is reading this, I hope all is well with you.