Cobwebs
Is it terribly ironic to journal about my fear of LJ on LJ?
I think often of things I want to do or say here in 'my' journal. But the truth of the matter is that it isn't mine. It never has been. It is a portal owned by all of you to look into my life. That frightens me. LJ has been an outlet of great beauty in my life, and the source of great fear and pain. I am conflicted about the the future role it could play for me.
So, I guess what I have to say is this? Is anyone out there? Do you read this? Or, better yet, would you read it, if I ever actually posted?
Memes aside, I'd like to generate some real content here once in a while.
I think often of things I want to do or say here in 'my' journal. But the truth of the matter is that it isn't mine. It never has been. It is a portal owned by all of you to look into my life. That frightens me. LJ has been an outlet of great beauty in my life, and the source of great fear and pain. I am conflicted about the the future role it could play for me.
So, I guess what I have to say is this? Is anyone out there? Do you read this? Or, better yet, would you read it, if I ever actually posted?
Memes aside, I'd like to generate some real content here once in a while.