end of it./

[heather381]

iweds. was basically the worst day of my life, i went to night class, got out, called my friends, who were already drunk and one of them got 'emotionally drunk' so she was crying and saying 'im sorry' 40,000 times and they had to take her home, then i finally got there, with 3 songs left in his set and a delay on the northern line..and he didnt even NOTICE i was there and then i finally went up to him and he kissed me on the cheek and was like 'whats up' and we made shitty small talk, kissed once and then he was like 'i gotta go, i have work in the morning' and i was like.. 'we need to talk' and it just...didnt go well. he was like 'you're leaving in 3 months, im too busy, it kills me every time i talk to you to have to tell you i cant see you cause im busy working 10 hour days and the band, i want to see you more but im busy' an dim like 'ok well if you like someone you make time to see them, i understand if you're busy, but i have a life too. idk' so he goes 'you know where i am at, i gotta go.' and kisses me on the cheek and left. so i was upset and drunk and the next two hours sucked, and then my friends boyfriend and his friends from scotland came in and i ended up meeting one of the guys and kissing him later that night too, and we're all going out tonight. but it sucks and i still like him and miss him, but i guess cutting him out is the best choice.

but i went to paris this weekend and it ruled~!
pictures are on my photobucket- heatherlondon