Sep 07, 2006 10:57
I'm optimistic today. It feels good since I have been kinda depressed for the last month or so. I really don't know why cause I really don't have anything to look forward too but I'm kinda happy. I'm going to give up on trying to figue out why I feel the way that I feel cause the evidence always seems to be pointing against how I actually feel. When I should be happy I'm not and when I should be said, I'm not. I'm way to confussed to actually determine why. All well...
I reached my goal weight for tomorrow yesterday morning. I'm still too heavy at night so we'll see if I'm at that weight by tomorrow night. I'm doing well on eating little during the day although I'm always good during daytime... its the nights that I have to worry about. But I feel great today.