Rambling...
I'm sad today. I don't know why. I have no reason to be sad. I just am. I'm not like really depressed or wanting to kill myself or anything like that but I'm just sad right now. I'm sure I'll feel better in an hour or two. I always do. I think writing down my feelings help sometimes. I don't know. This post really doesn't have a point at all. I have nothing to tell.
Sometimes I feel bad for all of the people who read this. I only write in here when something is going wrong. I think I complain to much. I need to suck it up and go with it. Do you ever think that you are super crazy inside your head but not crazy enough for others to notice it? Thats how I feel right now... like if someone could look inside of me, they would have me committed right away. But I just sit here quietly and don't say a word. I wonder if one day I will crack. I hope not. I don't really want everyone to know what I think on a daily basis. All well, I'll just keep up living this lie and trying to look as pretty as possible.
Sometimes I feel bad for all of the people who read this. I only write in here when something is going wrong. I think I complain to much. I need to suck it up and go with it. Do you ever think that you are super crazy inside your head but not crazy enough for others to notice it? Thats how I feel right now... like if someone could look inside of me, they would have me committed right away. But I just sit here quietly and don't say a word. I wonder if one day I will crack. I hope not. I don't really want everyone to know what I think on a daily basis. All well, I'll just keep up living this lie and trying to look as pretty as possible.