Hungry Rant
I am soooo hungry. But I WILL BREAK THIS ADDICTION WITH FOOD! Fuck, this is hard. I think that if I get through today. Tomorrow will be so much better. Plus I know I would hate myself if I ate. I would cry... I really would. I will do this. I will do this. Flippin' A. I have to do this. Food is nothing to me. Beauty, thinness, perfection... these are the things that I want. Right now I'm a fat ass bitch. I need to be thinner. i need to lose a little more... actually alot more. I can do this. Nothing will taste as good as I will feel if I lose alittle more. I want to be thin. I want to be called skinny. I want to be looked at as if I'm going to die because I'm so thin. I WILL DO THIS!