squee!
This weekend had it's ups and downs. Moving my mom back home was a bummer. In trying not to get emotional about it, I think I became overly emotional - but only when I'm alone or with D. When with mom, that's a different story. But she seems to be doing okay. As well as she can be in the circumstance. And there's always the hope that with some time apart, they can work it out and come back together. As angry as I am with him, I still want him to be in our family and to be with my mom. It's a tough one.
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He did the thing he said he was going to do after "Chair Model" aired. So, yeah, I'm engaged. It's bizarre and completely AWESOME. And he was so excited to tell me about how he got the ring and all the research he did on the stone and I was so nervous after he asked, and I had to ask him if he was sure because I don't want him to do it if he felt pressured and he said nope, never, I didn't pressure him to do anything, he wanted to and so he did. I can't even begin on happy I am and I totally keep looking at it. I woke up yesterday morning and the first thought was today will stink with all the driving and moving my mom and then I thought OMG, I'm engaged and I got up to look in the box and make sure it wasn't all just a crazy dream.
We started talking about it last night and we both want something small and I suggested a cocktail reception instead of sit-down and I think he's into it. We've decided on October - 2009 or 10 we don't know and whatever...there's plenty of time for all that but every single time you tell someone, the first question is When? and I'm like people, this JUST happened and D. said, I want to just enjoy this for a little while and I couldn't agree more.
Happy belated birthdays to sandy_s and jainaj!
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He did the thing he said he was going to do after "Chair Model" aired. So, yeah, I'm engaged. It's bizarre and completely AWESOME. And he was so excited to tell me about how he got the ring and all the research he did on the stone and I was so nervous after he asked, and I had to ask him if he was sure because I don't want him to do it if he felt pressured and he said nope, never, I didn't pressure him to do anything, he wanted to and so he did. I can't even begin on happy I am and I totally keep looking at it. I woke up yesterday morning and the first thought was today will stink with all the driving and moving my mom and then I thought OMG, I'm engaged and I got up to look in the box and make sure it wasn't all just a crazy dream.
We started talking about it last night and we both want something small and I suggested a cocktail reception instead of sit-down and I think he's into it. We've decided on October - 2009 or 10 we don't know and whatever...there's plenty of time for all that but every single time you tell someone, the first question is When? and I'm like people, this JUST happened and D. said, I want to just enjoy this for a little while and I couldn't agree more.
Happy belated birthdays to sandy_s and jainaj!