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Hey there! I'm bored and at work and figured I finally have some down time around this crazy place so...I'm not dead! Yay, right? Just my computer. It apparently was a really bad idea to start playing with it again. After I'm done with this, I will be emailing computer genius guy and hopefully he can come fix it before I need to renew cookie next month.
Let's see...Oh! Thanks to all the birthday wishes. Much appreciated. It was fairly decent. I'm never too fond of the actual birthday but the days leading up to it were great. New boy (whom I didn't even get to talk about before) took me to see Jet (very good). Tried to get him to take me to Dashboard but the lover of 80s hair-band music just wasn't having it. So all in all, decent and made nicer because I'm actually dating someone who helps me celebrate. Amazing!
All my fanlistings are gone (wheeee!), tlace and I are giving up the X/C one due to the continuing dictatorship over there at the fanlistings. Remember when they used to be fun? There's a reason why people ran like 50 of them at a time. Bah. Whatever. I wipe my hands of them. I think my freeze frames are almost gone since I haven't paid for my domain space at hella-good and I'm pretty sure I lost the new domain, hello-cutie. Oh well. Just the way life goes, I suppose. It's for the best because I'm cutting way back. And I don't need all that space anyway.
For those who read MSS or LR, well...I have the last chapter of MSS which just needs to be typed and sent to the lovely, wonderful, awesome sweet_ali and I have some of LR written but I keep jumping ahead and writing other crap that has nothing at all to do with the chapter I'm supposed to be working on. Plus, my mind goes blah and I started an actual canon-based (sort of) fic so...Mostly because AU just doesn't do it for me anymore. I still like it, well, most of it, but for the most part, the characters are just so far removed from who they should be no matter what. That's what AU was for me. Taking B/S et all out of the Buffy-realm and putting them in another place but leaving them the same, essentially. But just because I'm not as thrilled by it doesn't mean I'll just abandon the two I have. That's just mean to the nice 5 people that read them ;)
I had myself a mighty fine breakdown at the beginning of June. Hello, bell jar, I'll be staying with you for a while. But I'm working on it. Feeling better for the most part. You know how one thing happens and then the next and so on and so forth? It was suggested to me that I either find another job or get some professional help. I haven't done either but both are looking to be good options. We'll see. Work is better than it was but for me, it will never be the same. *shrug* Just keep swimming, swimming, swimming, right?
Well, I better go. Lunch soon and I should pretend to be doing some sort of work.
Miss you all :)
Let's see...Oh! Thanks to all the birthday wishes. Much appreciated. It was fairly decent. I'm never too fond of the actual birthday but the days leading up to it were great. New boy (whom I didn't even get to talk about before) took me to see Jet (very good). Tried to get him to take me to Dashboard but the lover of 80s hair-band music just wasn't having it. So all in all, decent and made nicer because I'm actually dating someone who helps me celebrate. Amazing!
All my fanlistings are gone (wheeee!), tlace and I are giving up the X/C one due to the continuing dictatorship over there at the fanlistings. Remember when they used to be fun? There's a reason why people ran like 50 of them at a time. Bah. Whatever. I wipe my hands of them. I think my freeze frames are almost gone since I haven't paid for my domain space at hella-good and I'm pretty sure I lost the new domain, hello-cutie. Oh well. Just the way life goes, I suppose. It's for the best because I'm cutting way back. And I don't need all that space anyway.
For those who read MSS or LR, well...I have the last chapter of MSS which just needs to be typed and sent to the lovely, wonderful, awesome sweet_ali and I have some of LR written but I keep jumping ahead and writing other crap that has nothing at all to do with the chapter I'm supposed to be working on. Plus, my mind goes blah and I started an actual canon-based (sort of) fic so...Mostly because AU just doesn't do it for me anymore. I still like it, well, most of it, but for the most part, the characters are just so far removed from who they should be no matter what. That's what AU was for me. Taking B/S et all out of the Buffy-realm and putting them in another place but leaving them the same, essentially. But just because I'm not as thrilled by it doesn't mean I'll just abandon the two I have. That's just mean to the nice 5 people that read them ;)
I had myself a mighty fine breakdown at the beginning of June. Hello, bell jar, I'll be staying with you for a while. But I'm working on it. Feeling better for the most part. You know how one thing happens and then the next and so on and so forth? It was suggested to me that I either find another job or get some professional help. I haven't done either but both are looking to be good options. We'll see. Work is better than it was but for me, it will never be the same. *shrug* Just keep swimming, swimming, swimming, right?
Well, I better go. Lunch soon and I should pretend to be doing some sort of work.
Miss you all :)