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I feel the need to recap. I haven’t spoken to my mother since she told me that I was being dramatic for getting stressed out about college applications and grades. I yelled that caring about my grades is dramatic then I guess so because it will take me somewhere in life. She screamed about it was my choice to go out on my own. I yelled about I HAD to (implying that I can not rely on my mother). I left. She was completely stoned and for a few moments forgot how to write her own damn name. We haven’t spoken since. I called her to find out if she would reimburse me on clothes that I bought for the Great Clips party and for Grad Night. She said she would pay for my clothes for it but I doubt she will. I also had to see if we could together and file taxes. I got her voice mail, which is the only thing I can talk to without a yelling match. So I guess I might get a call in like maybe a week. She is so dependable. I mean who couldn’t love someone who has no feel to help me with furthering my education or paying for the things I want or need instead of wasting tons of money on bull shit like senior crap I don’t want. I need 4 tires and to fix my car's shake thingy. I have been waiting over a year for her to find a way to fix my tooth and now she finally got insurance but I am unsure whether she will pay to have it fixed. She is extremely irranting and I wish I could detach myself form her all together.
The annual Great Clips party is tomorrow and I am afraid. I get scared driving my car inter city. Traveling is uber scary. So the thought of my tires maybe blowing out, really freaks me out. I am kind of excited though. A lot of my friends will be there. Including Richard, which I don’t completely know how to feel about. The night with the llama was great, for me at least. I am really happy for him though and only wish the best for him.
Connie is no longer my manager. She quit Monday and now Meredith (jungle fever) is back and our new kick ass manager. Work is getting better. I like everyone but one person so maybe I wont quit. I even had Meredith up my hours to make more money and get me out of debt with my aunt. So hopefully with my tax return I can fix my car. Cross those fingers.
So grandma called while I was at work. I agreed to take her to see my aunt and uncle in port saint John so I will probably be late for dinner with Jenelle.
The annual Great Clips party is tomorrow and I am afraid. I get scared driving my car inter city. Traveling is uber scary. So the thought of my tires maybe blowing out, really freaks me out. I am kind of excited though. A lot of my friends will be there. Including Richard, which I don’t completely know how to feel about. The night with the llama was great, for me at least. I am really happy for him though and only wish the best for him.
Connie is no longer my manager. She quit Monday and now Meredith (jungle fever) is back and our new kick ass manager. Work is getting better. I like everyone but one person so maybe I wont quit. I even had Meredith up my hours to make more money and get me out of debt with my aunt. So hopefully with my tax return I can fix my car. Cross those fingers.
So grandma called while I was at work. I agreed to take her to see my aunt and uncle in port saint John so I will probably be late for dinner with Jenelle.