i hate life.
i cant sleep.
ive slept for 4 days straight when i was sick, and now- i cant sleep.
i just made a very hard decision. Tomorrow, i will call the Rye Harrison Vetinary Hospital and tell them that Franklin has a prolapse again. I then will tell them that I will not be able to afford to have the surgery for him. I will also tell them then that I cannot just watch him die since I've had him since he was smaller then the size of a quarter. I dont know what to do. I wish this wasnt me, i wish i just didnt care, but i care too much.
i dont know if i want to go to my party anymore, i dont want to do anything..
i just want everything to go away- now.
ive slept for 4 days straight when i was sick, and now- i cant sleep.
i just made a very hard decision. Tomorrow, i will call the Rye Harrison Vetinary Hospital and tell them that Franklin has a prolapse again. I then will tell them that I will not be able to afford to have the surgery for him. I will also tell them then that I cannot just watch him die since I've had him since he was smaller then the size of a quarter. I dont know what to do. I wish this wasnt me, i wish i just didnt care, but i care too much.
i dont know if i want to go to my party anymore, i dont want to do anything..
i just want everything to go away- now.