Dec 05, 2003 09:00
"Why am I dying to live
If I'm just living to die?"
Wow. I really don't want snow. I really don't. I'm going to Tom's house tonight and I'm probably going to sleep over. We might go to the Saybrook stroll tonight. I hope we do...although it might snow, but I won't believe it 'til I see it.
Last night I really didn't do much. I went to work and I was pretty upset the whole day, but still it went by a lot faster than I thought it would. It gave me a lot of time to cool down and think about stuff. I thought about a lot of stuff. I realized a lot of stuff too. So anyway I got home and I called Tom and then his mom needed to use the phone and I still really wanted to talk to someone and I called Josh ("my big brother") Also known as- my sister's ex boyfriend. But I talked to him for an hour and ten minutes about life. I feel SoOo bad for him...he's going through a lot of hard things. But anyway I called Tom after that and we worked everything out and I was happy for the rest of the night. =0) Even though I didn't go to bed 'til one o'clock...
Well I'm pretty bored, so I'm going to go now. Plus I want to write Tommy an e-mail.
~Heather~