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Well world, this is my first livejournal, not really sure how it works, and i have to say I feel sort of weird having everyone reading about my life seeing as it's a uh... so interesting and all... If you have even less of a life than I do and are actually reading this, and actually want to know about my life, then you should know that I just moved here from Greenwich, Conneticut, which is possibly even more boring than liveing here without knowing anyone. Well... I wouldn't say I don't know anyone, because that would be a lie, but I'm good at lieing as Lilly would know, that's why we broke up in the first place, when we both lived in Greenwich. So, I know Lilly, but then their's Alex... It was so complicated back when we were in love. She probably thinks i'm over her, or that I forgot about her when me and Lilly started going out, but that's just not how it was. I never forgot about Alex, I was always in love with her, evn when I was blinded by Lilly, who is no doubt a great girl, she disserves only the best and i sencerely hope she finds that, but right now... Maybe my feelings for Alex are coming back, or maybe it's just seeing her, that made me remember all the times we had together. All the unforgettable times. It doesn't matter though. She's not interested, she didn't even let on that we even went out. Maybe she doesn't even think about me anymore, god she's so beautiful that I wouldn't be surprised if she's had thirty boyfriends between us then and now.
Everything is too complicated. I need a vacation. Maybe I could throw a party! ha i bet Mecki would love that, I wonder just how much trouble she would get into if I did. I mean she manages to get into enough trouble without my help!
Later -Heath
::Heath posted, then logged off his computer and lay down on his new bed, looking up at an unfarmiliar ceiling. Was this home? No, he didn't know where home was, but it certaintly wasn't here. Heath had only seen his dad in passing once or twice all the time he's lived here.::
::Mecki must be having a field day! She go in enough trouble, with mom watching her and punishing her when she got caught. Without anyone to do that here, she'll be a out of control.::
::Sighing, he rolled onto his side and gazed unhappily at his book bag which was lieing in a heap on his floor, half the books spilled out. Did he really want Alex back? It had been such a long time, but they'd been in love though. It had been both of their first love, they'd both been drowning in it, then the summer had ended, they kissed and went in seperate directions. Talking occasionally online, but it wasn't the same. Maybe he should call her. Disgruntled, her picked up the phone and was about to start dialing when he realized he had no idea what her number was. Whatever. Slamming ther phone back down, he remembered that he was suppose to pick Mecki up at whatever store she was shopping at.::
"Shit!"
::He said, and sped out the door.::