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I AM A LIAR TO MYSELF. I CARE TOO MUCH ABOUT THE WONDERING HURTFUL MUMBLES OF OTHERS. I PUT MYSELF INTO PICTURES AND COSTUMES FOR FUN AND DISTRACTION BUT I CAN’T AVOID THE VOID. I HOPE WRITING ABOUT IT WILL BEGIN TO DIVERT THE COMING DARKNESS INTO A JOKE OR AT LEAST SOMETHING USEFUL. THE WORK I’M ABOUT TO RELEASE IS ANOTHER PLASTIC PACKAGE OF LYING. I THOUGHT THAT JUST BY DOING THAT, GOOD THINGS WOULD COME OUT OF ME BUT I WAS WRONG. WHAT A FUCKING TWISTED PIG OF A MONSTER BRAIN. I WANT TO RIP IT OUT. I WANT TO DRILL A HOLE AND RELEASE THE BULGING JUNK. EVEN DRAMATICALLY WRITING LIKE THIS IS A FUCKING LIE.
http://iamx.eu/blog/ это ждет меня после нг
ну а пока
london calling
сложно поверить
для начала не мешало бы собраться
завтра
и пусть ничего не помешает
Темза,помнишь?