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Nov 12, 2005 17:51

Yep. I feel like a loser. Not just for staying home on a work-free Friday night, but also for staying home on a work-free Saturday night. But then, if I were out with friends, would I really feel like less of a loser? Only momentarily. I found a whole bunch of my high school friends on MySpace, which is awesome, but they're graduated/ing from college and I haven't even started! 2 of my friends (that I know of so far) are engaged, some of them are married with kids...I don't mind that so much though. I really don't want kids right now!

But it's weird, because I'm so smart and have so many dreams, and I haven't got much to show for it. But there have been a lot of setbacks. I feel like my determination is improving too, I just have to act on it.

Oh well, we'll see.
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