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tonight i feel really numb
its that "nuit blanche" thing
NUIT BARF
i feel sick so im staying in.
confused about moving, the friend id be staying with
has been acting really oddly lately and i dont know what to make
of it, right now i feel like if i go i will be unhappy
the whole reason i want to go, is to regain some peace of mind
but lately in the past few days i think it might hurt me more
than do me good, he way that mat is acting.
he is seriously not in a good headspace. and we'd be sharing
a place. im so sensitive to people's moods that i might just worry
about him the whole time, and thats not good.
im his friend, not a therapist.
he doesnt expect me to be some doctor or soemthing, but i think
i might feel obligated somehow to try and help him,
because i care, and because of that i might lose time and
energy that could be spent on myself.
so much thinking.
soooo tired.
argh
its that "nuit blanche" thing
NUIT BARF
i feel sick so im staying in.
confused about moving, the friend id be staying with
has been acting really oddly lately and i dont know what to make
of it, right now i feel like if i go i will be unhappy
the whole reason i want to go, is to regain some peace of mind
but lately in the past few days i think it might hurt me more
than do me good, he way that mat is acting.
he is seriously not in a good headspace. and we'd be sharing
a place. im so sensitive to people's moods that i might just worry
about him the whole time, and thats not good.
im his friend, not a therapist.
he doesnt expect me to be some doctor or soemthing, but i think
i might feel obligated somehow to try and help him,
because i care, and because of that i might lose time and
energy that could be spent on myself.
so much thinking.
soooo tired.
argh