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nicotine fits are awful
terrible
loathesome
it is like trying to quit crack cocaine
or something
i was just trying to remember
why it is in the first place i started
smoking tobacco cigarettes and it was a
really stupid reason
and yes there was a time when i was
happy not smoking
so cant i return to that time?
probably
im just not giving myself enough credit
because i really can be strong
when i want to be
when i assert myself
one thing i do not have that
would surely help me out , though,
is carrot sticks
i think i will throw away the cigarettes
i have in my bag from the weekend
and my ashtrays

that might help!!

this is kind of a lame entry but it is necessary