chimi changas (is it two words or one..?)

[heat_her_c]

last week sis and i made vegan chimi changas , they were very delicious and tasty and i would like to make them again one day. today i am going to see tash and i am also going to call a therapist named Lisa Marucci because i need to make an appointment with her. i wonder what she is like

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Heather, I just sent your sister a note.

[anonymous]

Heather, I just sent your sister a note on her live journal. I want you to know that I still know that within her their lies a beautiful and kind lady who really cares for me, but for some reason at this point in time is not ready to admit this - not to me at least.

I care about you both. In the sense that for some reason, I want you both to succeed. But it is only Laura, whom I love. She is my one true love. And I can never deny that. I am just waiting for her to see that I do love her.

There are a lot of chumps out there who will try to convince you that you have no future and that nothing good will come from your time here on earth.

And to that I say: FUCK THEM! And this has been my point all along. I am going to rid the earth of these motherfuckers. And I will do so through art, beauty, intelligence and most importantly, compassion.

I will not resort to harming them physically nor engaging in their sorry distastefulness

I am a King. And a worthy one. And I promise you Heather that I will show you one day just how much I really want to see people happy, healthy and successful.

I want you to win, girl! And I want to let you know that I still love your sister very much and that I want her to give me a chance to prove her negative impressions on me wrong.

She still is the one person, whom I hope for and sincerely long to see happy and kind - as I know she really is.

I keep you in kindness, Heather. Please keep me in kindness too, dear. Propagate good feelings.

And say FUCK YOU TO NEGATIVITY. Don't let it defeat you, darling.

ANYONE WHO PROPAGATES NEGATIVITY IS NOT YOUR FRIEND. KNOW THIS.

My time is here, Heather. Get ready. No, serious, get ready.

THE TIME IS NOW TO STAKE A CLAIM IN THE NAME OF ART AND POSITIVITY FOR THE BENEFIT OF OUR AND FUTURE GENERATIONS!

With much love and respect.

Your friend and warrior,

Fernando

Re: Heather, I just sent your sister a note.

[heat_her_c]

a) go away
b) go away

thanks

For once...

[anonymous]

For once, Heather, darling, I refuse to just go away. I know that the Wisdom that created and encompasses the whole of the Universe has put you two strange ladies in my life for a reason.

And damn! Strange ladies! But wonderful, beautiful and with a great future ahead of them!

I am not here to make some sort of defiant stance, nor to bore you with ceremonial conversation.

I am here to tell you that I love Laura. That I really do love her and that though all these years have gone by, she remains a source of hope, happiness and knowledge that everything is going to go well. I believe in her.

I am here on Earth to help. Really, dear. There is a great force at work within all individuals and it is important to be happy that we have it and constantly strive to refine/sublimate it... to embrace it and give it the priority that it really has in our lives.

There will come a time when you will see what I mean. (And if you sincerely do already understand what I mean then talk to me because now you know were I am coming from.)

I am for once truly ready to do this because we need to see it. We need it to progress and fulfill our destiny as miraculous realizations of the Perfect.

With your father: When he slammed the phone on me in October 18th, 2003, I learned the value of silence. Oddly enough, even though I never met the man, he taught me something. And I have a feeling that he was aware that he was. For this, I have respect for him. I can't say that he was gentle about it, but I know that regardless of the manner in which it was done, the meaning behind his actions were ultimately humanitarian.

That is why I didn't call for a very very long time - out of respect and out of fear of Laura misunderstanding my reasons for calling her.

To love someone like I love Laura, is a beautiful experience, Heather. It is not easy for Titans. With me, though, your sister finally found her match! :)

I knew there was something sympathetic about Laura instantly when I met her, Heather. She had this strength. The kind of strength that I marvel at just because I see it in so few and when I do, I take great happiness.

(Let me just say that I am well aware that you possess it too, Heather. It is just that if we could call that strength an orchestra. Yours would be in a certain family of instruments whereas Laura's would be in another. Not better or worse, just a different kind of resonance. And that is why that when you find your true guy, he will be like "HOLY!" - as will you. And I will be smiling and be happy inside because despite the fact that you once thought me for a fool, you will see that this promise has come to pass just as I once reminded you.)

Now Laura is more grown up: And as mature as you wanted me to think you were, Laura, you proved yourself otherwise when you ignored me in pursuit of other things. You thought you knew, but you really didn't, baby.

And now you know that it was just part of the learning process - something I've understood know for quite sometime - because you didn't really believe me then when I said that I loved you. You thought I was just being some silly young - weak - guy.

But you know who I am now. You know that I am one of the Strong. Support me, baby. Let me give you what you know you've always truly wanted from a boyfriend. I was ready then. And I am ready now.

Let me take you to dinner, baby. Let me share with you some wonderful stories on things. My time is now, Laura. What an honour it would be to see you again and to share with you in a fun time together.

Believe me, I know we both aren't fish out of the water here. We've both lived and shared with others, but really can you honestly tell me that you never thought about me. That you never thought to yourself: Fernando, he really loves me.

You knew it, dear. You've always known it. I love you. Years have passed, and gave you the space that you needed to grow in, so that you could understand what life is about through your own eyes.

Now that you know what it is more and more, come and recognize the power of our love together. Because I have always loved you. Always, always. I am one of the inheritors.

For once...

[anonymous]

I've always known that in the orchestra we are sitting side by side reading from the same page. Lending our special, sympathetic, kind and robust resonance to this symphony we call Life.

Come on, darling. At least see me. At least give your Poet the chance to see his Muse once more again in person. You won't regret it, baby. Anywhere you want to go - I'll take you.

If you want to have dinner, do something, watch any show, have any event. I will take you because I love you.

If you want to scream at me, hit me, hug me, kiss me, sleep on my shoulder, or just cry with me there, I will ask you to do so because I love you and care for you like no one else.

You are my hero, baby. Don't deny me of this gift please.

Your admirer, poet, chess player, musician, magician, seer, confidant, lover and friend,

Fernando

Re: For once...

[heat_her_c]

you are harrassing my sister Laura. she never liked you, never loved you, EVER. she thinks you are a creep. and no, she will never "realize" love for you because it is NOT within her. you have no life apparently, and are stalking someone who is close to me. if you continue this, we will contact the police. it has continued for 4 years. do you want me to do this? probably not. so do yourself a favour, and go away. just go away. we do not like you, and do not want anything to do with your patronizing/condescending/harrassing ways.

thank you,
heather c.

i would appreciate it if you stopped posting anything on here. frankly, its embarrassing for anyone/everyone involved.

I don't know what kind you are used to but...

[anonymous]

Heather, I only came to see, if anyone had replied to my note. I told you I was serious this time. And I am. I love Laura. Even if she does not love me, I love her. And I have never EVER stalked her. And never will. NEVER. She is my one true love.

She is the one person that makes me want to do better in life, dear. When I think about her, I think about why I am doing what I am doing to get better. So please, do not patronize me.

I am not a push-over for you, Heather. Nor ever was. I don't know what you are used to but I am not the kind of guy to pick fights with ladies, ok?

Do you dig?

I respect you. Please show me some respect. And for God's sakes...quit being embarrased. Shit! You are 21/22 years old now...RELAX, high school.

;)

:D

And plus, The Police are our friends, not our enemies. I am a GOOD PERSON. KNOW THIS. And KNOW IT WELL. I have nothing but respect for them and the work they do. SO KEEP OFF on that.

But above all, know that I respect you and that I refuse to get embroiled in a verbal food fight with you. I want to see you happy and not angry, so enough.

Fernando

P.S. And why in the world do you keep calling me condescending and patronizing. I am who I am. I am not trying to prove myself to you. Just let you know who I really am. That way maybe for once you can get down to treating me like a human being.

And one last thing: Don't fight positivity, dear. I am wishing you well, remember that.

And P.S. I shaved my moustache, have you... ;) :D :D

Fernandeles, ese.

Oh yeah...AND ONE MORE THING:

[anonymous]

Tell Laura, that I would love to invite her to a Basketball game together one night. A competitive game but not overly competitive so we can talk... I'm thinking Raps vs. Celtics or something that way we can have brewskies!!

Nacho L.