I should be asleep.
Blogging is overrated...
Why are we even going to school anymore? It's not like I really do anything productive in any of my classes. But oh well. We're in the home stretch and summer's almost here. I'm so excited. I've been making list after list of things I want to do/what I want to buy/where I want to go, etc. One more summer of freedom before I make myself get a job.
The band banquet was boring, as expected. Clint and David got tons of awards.. I guess it's because their existence in our band is the most honorable, right? I mean, not showing up the day before semifinals so you can go trick or treating with Taylor Carrico is definitely something that should be rewarded. I need to stop being so negative, but that just wasn't funny to me. Nothing is. It's just obnoxious.
I want to not hold grudges and I want to be okay with a lot of people, but sometimes I just can't. When you are SO stuck up about everything you do, and then you come yell at me and tell me I'm living my life wrong, I am not going to respect you. I'm done with it. I'm not even going to waste my time thinking about it anymore.
And for those of you who refuse to grow up and care about something other than getting high as much as possible, why are you even here? What good are you to any of us. I'm sick of it. I'm sorry, but stop trying to get your stoner friends to join band. They are no use to us.
Why do I stay in band? whywhywhy? I love band, but I can no longer tolerate any of these people. I cannot even pretend to tolerate them anymore. And pretty soon, they're all going to hate me. But I don't care anymore. I have enough friends. Their friendship means nothing to me, because they never cared in the first place.
I'm sick of people not caring..But I'm done rambling.
Why are we even going to school anymore? It's not like I really do anything productive in any of my classes. But oh well. We're in the home stretch and summer's almost here. I'm so excited. I've been making list after list of things I want to do/what I want to buy/where I want to go, etc. One more summer of freedom before I make myself get a job.
The band banquet was boring, as expected. Clint and David got tons of awards.. I guess it's because their existence in our band is the most honorable, right? I mean, not showing up the day before semifinals so you can go trick or treating with Taylor Carrico is definitely something that should be rewarded. I need to stop being so negative, but that just wasn't funny to me. Nothing is. It's just obnoxious.
I want to not hold grudges and I want to be okay with a lot of people, but sometimes I just can't. When you are SO stuck up about everything you do, and then you come yell at me and tell me I'm living my life wrong, I am not going to respect you. I'm done with it. I'm not even going to waste my time thinking about it anymore.
And for those of you who refuse to grow up and care about something other than getting high as much as possible, why are you even here? What good are you to any of us. I'm sick of it. I'm sorry, but stop trying to get your stoner friends to join band. They are no use to us.
Why do I stay in band? whywhywhy? I love band, but I can no longer tolerate any of these people. I cannot even pretend to tolerate them anymore. And pretty soon, they're all going to hate me. But I don't care anymore. I have enough friends. Their friendship means nothing to me, because they never cared in the first place.
I'm sick of people not caring..But I'm done rambling.