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sooo.. wuts up.. not much ive been workin a lot. full time employee :) i like my job.. not the job itself but the atmosphere. i love everybody who works there n they truly have become sum of my closest friends..EXCEPT.. that fuckin bitch cut my hours from 40 to fuckin 29!! oh and yu wanna kno y? JAY! we fuckin broke up and now everythin has to be shit for me???
me and jay could never fuckin work out..for one hes in a diff time in his life where he wants to get married n shit n fuckin i dont blame him bcuz hes 24 n all but i jus turned 18 i feel so smothered its unbelieveable. n i bet he jus thinks im a stupid lil fuckin 18 yr old hoe too that he can jus tell anythin to well i fuckin aint... if anythin im the fuckin devil in disguise n no fuckin guy is gonna fuck wit my head like that, yeah get this.. you know his corvette the one all pimped out and oh how about the fuckin house n apartment he owns.. and the "extra" car in the garage and all the other fuckin things he has..HES A FUCKIN DRUG DEALLLLEEERRRRRR. im not fuckin stupid n he thinks i am.. he tried hidin it from me for the longest time.. but the signs were all there.. random ppl in n out the crib all the time.. him alwys beein able to get us fucked up really easily. so i asked Michelle..and come to find out .. oh yeah.. he has a record for this shit too. I DONT WANT ANOTHER GUY TO GET SENT BACK TO LOCK UP!!! god daym Tyler jus went back yesterday after i thought he would be the coolest guy ever. and Jay lied to mmeeee AGAIN! i went by his house friday night, i couldnt chill cuz i had to work in the mornin n he was all pissed off so i went by to ya kno.. suprise and how about 50 cars in front of tha house and bangin music commin from inside n about 10 drunk asses sittin in front or should i sey fuckin around in the front..i mean i kno we aint togetha no more but wtf.. i woulda wanted to go to a fuckin party..
but anyway..i called Jay up last nite all drunk and shit and we made plans to chill tonight.. n now i really really dont want to.
back to the work issue.. i got 40 hours back this week.. i think she was jus bbustin muh ballz ya kno. but i have to work on saturday n sunday. boo
hmm..now im gonna go bug Anthony to fix my car cuz the sooner he does it the sooner i can get it painted.. he'll prolly sey its too fuckin hot out or sumthin stupid
my mom has officially lost it and called the doctors on me again. luckly this time everythins gonna be dandy.. imma be put on only 2 types of meds and my mooods will be stabilazed so i dnk i guess its for the best
me and jay could never fuckin work out..for one hes in a diff time in his life where he wants to get married n shit n fuckin i dont blame him bcuz hes 24 n all but i jus turned 18 i feel so smothered its unbelieveable. n i bet he jus thinks im a stupid lil fuckin 18 yr old hoe too that he can jus tell anythin to well i fuckin aint... if anythin im the fuckin devil in disguise n no fuckin guy is gonna fuck wit my head like that, yeah get this.. you know his corvette the one all pimped out and oh how about the fuckin house n apartment he owns.. and the "extra" car in the garage and all the other fuckin things he has..HES A FUCKIN DRUG DEALLLLEEERRRRRR. im not fuckin stupid n he thinks i am.. he tried hidin it from me for the longest time.. but the signs were all there.. random ppl in n out the crib all the time.. him alwys beein able to get us fucked up really easily. so i asked Michelle..and come to find out .. oh yeah.. he has a record for this shit too. I DONT WANT ANOTHER GUY TO GET SENT BACK TO LOCK UP!!! god daym Tyler jus went back yesterday after i thought he would be the coolest guy ever. and Jay lied to mmeeee AGAIN! i went by his house friday night, i couldnt chill cuz i had to work in the mornin n he was all pissed off so i went by to ya kno.. suprise and how about 50 cars in front of tha house and bangin music commin from inside n about 10 drunk asses sittin in front or should i sey fuckin around in the front..i mean i kno we aint togetha no more but wtf.. i woulda wanted to go to a fuckin party..
but anyway..i called Jay up last nite all drunk and shit and we made plans to chill tonight.. n now i really really dont want to.
back to the work issue.. i got 40 hours back this week.. i think she was jus bbustin muh ballz ya kno. but i have to work on saturday n sunday. boo
hmm..now im gonna go bug Anthony to fix my car cuz the sooner he does it the sooner i can get it painted.. he'll prolly sey its too fuckin hot out or sumthin stupid
my mom has officially lost it and called the doctors on me again. luckly this time everythins gonna be dandy.. imma be put on only 2 types of meds and my mooods will be stabilazed so i dnk i guess its for the best