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i just wanna start off by seyin fuck everythin i have fuckin sed since updated...
yeh right.. lyk im gonna change right? nope.. ill alwys jus be this fuckin waste of space. there is jus sumthin wrong wit me, wen i see things goin good.. i make them bad jus cuz i cant take it, who the fuck does that? i have looked back on these entries in my journal and seriously.. wtf!? i am a complete fuckin moron..really. i alwys mess things up... ppl have loved me and i jus act lyk thats a horrible thing, really! and every guy i meet now i criticize until i jus push them away from me.. i think it means im not rdy for all of it.. honestly can u believe sum of the shit i have writtin in here.. god even i can see now that i created problems out of no where... imma messsssss
im jus gonna go sleep away another day..
on the plus side.. my car is getting fixed.. HA!!!!!
yeh right.. lyk im gonna change right? nope.. ill alwys jus be this fuckin waste of space. there is jus sumthin wrong wit me, wen i see things goin good.. i make them bad jus cuz i cant take it, who the fuck does that? i have looked back on these entries in my journal and seriously.. wtf!? i am a complete fuckin moron..really. i alwys mess things up... ppl have loved me and i jus act lyk thats a horrible thing, really! and every guy i meet now i criticize until i jus push them away from me.. i think it means im not rdy for all of it.. honestly can u believe sum of the shit i have writtin in here.. god even i can see now that i created problems out of no where... imma messsssss
im jus gonna go sleep away another day..
on the plus side.. my car is getting fixed.. HA!!!!!