Dec 23, 2004 23:01
i gots my ring tonight! jimmy suprised me wit it..hes so adorable, n the ring is BEAUTIFUL! it has 3 beautiful diamonds..i love it so much. i love him!
school was boring as hell..me n sara ended up walkin outta alves class lol.he wasnt there n the sub was a faggot so we bounced. stole seirra mist from donnies class lol, the whole school day was jus ridiculous n a def waste of time. remind me not to go the day before Christmas vacation next year.
i wanna make the best of this vacation, there isnt much time..we have like wut..a week? so i have many ppl to chill wit! :)
aight well i dont wanna talk shit but i jus gotta sey..how come jimmy could go chill wit his friends wit no problem but if i even mention goin out wit a friend its a guilt trip for not bein wit him? well im gonna be wit my friends this vacation as much as possible..since ive noticed theyve all been slowly leaving..and the more that leave the more i become dependent on jimmy.i mean seriously, yeah i have my school friends. but who the hell ever asks me to chill anymore? nowun. they all kno that ill be wit jimmy or that i cant its gettin fustratin. hes the only one who asks me to do sumthin..and yeah i def appreciate it n theres nuttin i love to do more then jus cuddle wit him but..
wut happened to brew roo n crumber sleepovers n mall nights n of course our musik time? wut happened to me n shantels crazy muthafuckin times!?..lol enuff sed for that! and wut happened to me n saras movie nights wit a sleepover? n me n ambers shows wit a sleepover!? and wut happened to my guy friends!? FA REAL! i dont even talk to any guys anymore, yeh ok im goin out wit Jimmy..hes my boyfriend, the only wun i want. that dont mean i gotta drop my guy friends that been there before him. things change wen u get a boyfriend. but i dont wanna make this seem like im complanin cuz i aint, i fuckin love jimmy to death and dont kno wut i would do witout him..hes my everything. i love you baby <3