Dec 20, 2004 17:17
havent updated in a while, me and jimmy are..well..i dnk wuts goin on with us..thats all i wanna sey for that in here.
i got my license..which most of yu know! now all i need is a car..
and my parents bought me stuff for Christmas which im really happy about.
and apparetnly jimmy did today too but..well, that may not turn out..like i sed things are..
was he bein fake? or am i jus stupid n dont wanna realize he really is gonna try for now on? really..who wouldnt doubt it!? i trusted him so much..and i still havent left..i woulda left alrdy if i didnt trust n love this kid. things arent lookin good at all..i called n his mom answered n i felt like sucha bitch..who knos wut hes told her. this fighting isnt gettin us nowhere..and if it is..it aint sumwhere we wanna be..im really thinkin of my options right now..and im takin it into consideration..this whole thing makes me SICK