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seriously sumbody should jus kick my teeth in alrdy so i never open my stupid mouth again. i was sooo happy wen i went to jimmys today n then suttin happened..i dont even kno wut! we jus kept goin back n forth n i ended up "attackin" him .. i dont think i did..i hit him i admit that but it wasnt nuttin hard. and ugh i jus got so mad i didnt even kno wut i was doin..he flipped..threw sum shit told me to get the fuck out..so i asked for his phone..hes gave it to me..then while its ringin hes all like no no jus walk ! so i asked my dad for a ride..he couldnt so wutever no biggie i get my shit n leave..he slams tha door. i start walkin n he follows me..i stop. he seys to come back..n of course i do..
was i stupid to!?! plz sumbody jus tell me alrdy. i do everythin n anything he asks for. n i wunce told him "i give u my everything." n he seys "then y do i gotta ask?" that replays over in my head everytime i try wit him n fail..i hate it. i love him so much. i wanted to sey such mean things to him..i had so much shit in my head i coulda jus grr! but no..i kept it shut thnk god..and he asks "how can u hit sumone yu love?" r u kiddin me? ugh! jus WHY! why did it have to be such a big deal..im sorry ok im so sorry baby.
anyway..i sed "can u jus come here." so he came..n cuddled..n was his perfect self. i love you so much baby. .. then tom,dave. n jeff were beepin outside..cuz hes goin to the KMK show tonight wit them..so we left..and in the car wut was it? all kissiessss :) n a bunch of "i love you"'s ! i swear i didnt wanna let go..i got a road hour at 6:15..n he'll have fun tonight..hes adooorrrabllle! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH BABY
was i stupid to!?! plz sumbody jus tell me alrdy. i do everythin n anything he asks for. n i wunce told him "i give u my everything." n he seys "then y do i gotta ask?" that replays over in my head everytime i try wit him n fail..i hate it. i love him so much. i wanted to sey such mean things to him..i had so much shit in my head i coulda jus grr! but no..i kept it shut thnk god..and he asks "how can u hit sumone yu love?" r u kiddin me? ugh! jus WHY! why did it have to be such a big deal..im sorry ok im so sorry baby.
anyway..i sed "can u jus come here." so he came..n cuddled..n was his perfect self. i love you so much baby. .. then tom,dave. n jeff were beepin outside..cuz hes goin to the KMK show tonight wit them..so we left..and in the car wut was it? all kissiessss :) n a bunch of "i love you"'s ! i swear i didnt wanna let go..i got a road hour at 6:15..n he'll have fun tonight..hes adooorrrabllle! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH BABY