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very depressive lately.
sitting in this little room wont do much for me anymore.
it seems the highlight of my week is contained in sixty minutes, on a videotape. found thursday nights at ten, on channel 39.
it just isnt cutting it.
i dont want to get drunk, or high, or trip out.
it doesnt even interest me anymore.
wht interests me is meeting new people.
getting rid of this computer, getting rid of the friends i have,
and moving far away.
but alas, i cannot leave my horse.
i just cant.
i know that sounds kind of stupid,
but shes the only thing keeping me here.
it could be that im sick,
or that i dont want to be with the person i am with,
or that i need something more permament.
but fuck,
nothing works for me.
sitting in this little room wont do much for me anymore.
it seems the highlight of my week is contained in sixty minutes, on a videotape. found thursday nights at ten, on channel 39.
it just isnt cutting it.
i dont want to get drunk, or high, or trip out.
it doesnt even interest me anymore.
wht interests me is meeting new people.
getting rid of this computer, getting rid of the friends i have,
and moving far away.
but alas, i cannot leave my horse.
i just cant.
i know that sounds kind of stupid,
but shes the only thing keeping me here.
it could be that im sick,
or that i dont want to be with the person i am with,
or that i need something more permament.
but fuck,
nothing works for me.