Trace the moment, fall forever, Defense is paper thin
"Stereo-typing is for people to scared to be an individual. its for people that have to be a part of something. in some type of a group all of the time. someone who cant think for theirselves. Someone who is told what to like and what to hate. They stereotype everyone else to make hating even easier. Instead of jsut hating a single person. They can hate a group of people. Without even knowing them. but thats todays society foy ya."-Kara Noonan.
That girl is a very very smart girl. haha Sorry I stole a quote Kara.
Okay so Thursday went to Emily's after school with Pat to work on our project. I hate our project. It's horrible. But we're too lazy to do it again. Matthew and Corey came over. Then the boys left and I started to read. Then her dad came home with baby turkeys. The water spilled and since they die when they get wet, we had to keep them warm and dry them. It was sad when one died. They were so cute. Too bad they're all gunna be slaughted at Thanksgiving. So then I called my mom. Ate and she came. Went home and READ and read and read and read. Then Corey called so I took a break from reading and talked to him. Then read some more. I was supposed to go to bed at 10:45 but I kinda can't see the clock with the lights on and my contacts not in, so I lost track of time and went to bed at 11:11. It was weird cause that's when I stopped reading too. So I woke up in the morning at 5:30 to try to read, OPened the book. Everything was all blury nad my eyes kept closing so I shut the book, shut my eyes and fell asleep ontop of it. So I read instead of getting ready so I had to get ready in like 4 minutes. It was crazy. Then I read on the bus and before class I went into howland's room before the bell rang and just read. I had ten pages left when he started to give out the test. Amy gave me a recap on what happens in the last two chapters so I don't think I did that bad, Hopefully. I had a test in science after that, got to go most of my history outline considering I couldn't get any other homework done with all the reading. Then gym. Played football. Lizzie B. and K were on my team. Then Spanish. I hate that class. She went over everything that was on the quiz before. Everything I already knew. Not to mention we could use our notes. She really should have just handed it out so I could have finihsed my history homework and gotten on with life. But no. Eventually in spanish I finished it though. Then at lunch Chanan came and sat with us cause all the juniors she sits with had gotten out at 10:30 for prom. Art was good. Very good. Geom where I didn't do like five homework problems and she gave us more homework over the weekend. and History wasn't bad. Kinda went a little slow. Then on the way home there was a big accident at dead man's curve up by the Chaug. Some car flipped over the guard rail. We were stuck for a half an hour. It was bad. So I finally got home. Then Corey got me and we went to his mom's flower shop. Then some gay guy came in and was buying flowers for his wedding. It was cute. His mom gave me some flowers to take home. I think my dad wants to give some to Robin's parents today, so we may be going up to Bolton. He said he wants to go shopping cause it's just me and him, and clean, and this and that and the next thing. So then we went back to Coreys and watched silly things and listened to music. Then ate and watched TV. It was wonderful. He is wonderful. So then my dad came and got me and we stopped home and then we went to the Wonder Bar to eat. I am in love with their pizza, which I think I'm gunna throw in the toaster and eat for breakfast, cause I just polished off a bag of racial m & m's. They were black and white. I opened the bag and was like uhhh what's this?? And my dad stopped and got movies while I slept in the car cause I was wiped. And we came home. So who knows what I'm doing all weekend. Probably hanging out, just me and my dad. OH WE MIGHT GO BATHING SUIT SHOPPING so if we do that Miss Emily will be required to accompany us. Definately. haha. So I'm gunna go find something to eat cause I am hungry and a monster. Yummy Sluts! Oh Em my dad wants you to email the pictures so I'll send you an email from his email address and you can send them there. Cute.
I AM IN LOVE WITH THIS SONG TO THE EXTREME!
Dashboard Confessional-Vindicated
Hope dangles on a string
Like slow spinning redemption
Winding in and winding out
The shine of which has caught my eye
And roped me in
So mesmerizing, so hypnotizing
I am captivated
[Chorus]
I am Vindicated
I am selfish
I am wrong
I am right
I swear I'm right
I swear I knew it all along
And I am flawed
But I am cleaning up so well
I am seeing in me now the things you swore you saw yourself
So clear
Like the diamond in your ring
Cut to mirror your intentions
Oversized and overwhelmed
The shine of which has caught my eye
And rendered me so isoloated, so motivated
I am certain now that
[Chorus]
So turn
Up the corners of your lips
Part them and feel my finger tips
Trace the moment, fall forever
Defense is paper thin
Just one touch and I'd be in
Too deep now to ever swim against the current
So let me slip away [3x]
So let me slip against the current and let me slip away
[Chorus]
Slight hope
It dangles on a string
Like slow spinning redemption...
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That girl is a very very smart girl. haha Sorry I stole a quote Kara.
Okay so Thursday went to Emily's after school with Pat to work on our project. I hate our project. It's horrible. But we're too lazy to do it again. Matthew and Corey came over. Then the boys left and I started to read. Then her dad came home with baby turkeys. The water spilled and since they die when they get wet, we had to keep them warm and dry them. It was sad when one died. They were so cute. Too bad they're all gunna be slaughted at Thanksgiving. So then I called my mom. Ate and she came. Went home and READ and read and read and read. Then Corey called so I took a break from reading and talked to him. Then read some more. I was supposed to go to bed at 10:45 but I kinda can't see the clock with the lights on and my contacts not in, so I lost track of time and went to bed at 11:11. It was weird cause that's when I stopped reading too. So I woke up in the morning at 5:30 to try to read, OPened the book. Everything was all blury nad my eyes kept closing so I shut the book, shut my eyes and fell asleep ontop of it. So I read instead of getting ready so I had to get ready in like 4 minutes. It was crazy. Then I read on the bus and before class I went into howland's room before the bell rang and just read. I had ten pages left when he started to give out the test. Amy gave me a recap on what happens in the last two chapters so I don't think I did that bad, Hopefully. I had a test in science after that, got to go most of my history outline considering I couldn't get any other homework done with all the reading. Then gym. Played football. Lizzie B. and K were on my team. Then Spanish. I hate that class. She went over everything that was on the quiz before. Everything I already knew. Not to mention we could use our notes. She really should have just handed it out so I could have finihsed my history homework and gotten on with life. But no. Eventually in spanish I finished it though. Then at lunch Chanan came and sat with us cause all the juniors she sits with had gotten out at 10:30 for prom. Art was good. Very good. Geom where I didn't do like five homework problems and she gave us more homework over the weekend. and History wasn't bad. Kinda went a little slow. Then on the way home there was a big accident at dead man's curve up by the Chaug. Some car flipped over the guard rail. We were stuck for a half an hour. It was bad. So I finally got home. Then Corey got me and we went to his mom's flower shop. Then some gay guy came in and was buying flowers for his wedding. It was cute. His mom gave me some flowers to take home. I think my dad wants to give some to Robin's parents today, so we may be going up to Bolton. He said he wants to go shopping cause it's just me and him, and clean, and this and that and the next thing. So then we went back to Coreys and watched silly things and listened to music. Then ate and watched TV. It was wonderful. He is wonderful. So then my dad came and got me and we stopped home and then we went to the Wonder Bar to eat. I am in love with their pizza, which I think I'm gunna throw in the toaster and eat for breakfast, cause I just polished off a bag of racial m & m's. They were black and white. I opened the bag and was like uhhh what's this?? And my dad stopped and got movies while I slept in the car cause I was wiped. And we came home. So who knows what I'm doing all weekend. Probably hanging out, just me and my dad. OH WE MIGHT GO BATHING SUIT SHOPPING so if we do that Miss Emily will be required to accompany us. Definately. haha. So I'm gunna go find something to eat cause I am hungry and a monster. Yummy Sluts! Oh Em my dad wants you to email the pictures so I'll send you an email from his email address and you can send them there. Cute.
I AM IN LOVE WITH THIS SONG TO THE EXTREME!
Dashboard Confessional-Vindicated
Hope dangles on a string
Like slow spinning redemption
Winding in and winding out
The shine of which has caught my eye
And roped me in
So mesmerizing, so hypnotizing
I am captivated
[Chorus]
I am Vindicated
I am selfish
I am wrong
I am right
I swear I'm right
I swear I knew it all along
And I am flawed
But I am cleaning up so well
I am seeing in me now the things you swore you saw yourself
So clear
Like the diamond in your ring
Cut to mirror your intentions
Oversized and overwhelmed
The shine of which has caught my eye
And rendered me so isoloated, so motivated
I am certain now that
[Chorus]
So turn
Up the corners of your lips
Part them and feel my finger tips
Trace the moment, fall forever
Defense is paper thin
Just one touch and I'd be in
Too deep now to ever swim against the current
So let me slip away [3x]
So let me slip against the current and let me slip away
[Chorus]
Slight hope
It dangles on a string
Like slow spinning redemption...
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