Jan 13, 2007 03:22
i dont even know where to start. so much has happend in this period of time. i totally forgot i had one of these things till a few months ago and it only took me up till now to remeber the password to it. i can only say now if your actually reading this to stop because i have alot to say and well its boring . what else can i say
i could probably say that im at the happiest and most depressing part of my life right now. i mean i 21 whooo fuckin whoo . its no fun when you dont have a good job and you dont live on your own anymore. i mean living back at home with the parents is driving me absolutely fucking nuts but i gotta deall till i can find a place to live with jamie and are dog whoadi.
speaking of jamie. WOW thats all i can really say i mean she is absolutly amazing and im probably the happiest ive ever been being in a relationship . kinda sad i guess being that ive been in quite a few. i dont rreally know how to explain what we have besides almost pretty much perfection at its greatest. i love her so much and im glad she came in to my life . i thank nicole for that one i suppose . enough about us i guessss
jayson i suppose everyones wondering about if anyone is actually wondering is great hes 2 now and the smartest 2 year old i know. i dont say that just because hes my son either i mean he is intelligent . love him to death i mean he is life hes my mini me and i cant wait till hes older . him jamie me and our pup im set i have my three things i need. i just neeeddd a fuckin job so i can get this life of mine jump started again . it pretty much came to a fucking hault when i had to move back home. bsalfhwdf
i miss brad. alot . theres not really much i can say about that sitch but that i miss that man so much . he was a friend a brother and i miss him i dont go a day without thinking of him just because theres so many songs i listen to that remind me of a time that me and him used to chill let alone i cant even play halo 2 anymore without getting a tear. hes in a better place but it still doesnt take him off my mind. rip b-rad we all miss you
this shit is wwiiiiizeaaakkk thats for you man
.... i dont know where to go from here besides i could write a story about me and niggles being friends but hey thats not for the world to know. so i guess its your loss for not hangin out . ... i guess.
im pretty much done with what i gotta say i guess . fuck i love my friends and they know who they are they always been there for me no matter what and thats where the term friends are family comes from . i dunno its such a long raint that most of this probably doesnt make to much since but at least ive said what i gotta say .
to all of you happy oh 7
x to the motha fuckin oh
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