And you won't let me sink...though I'm begging you, I'm begging you.
So basically.
I have mood swings.
I get happy.
Like whenever the hell that last entry was.
Two days ago? Three?
And than, I get down.
Like today.
It's thinking that really does it to me.
I mean, when I'm alone.
I think alot when I'm alone...or lonely.
Which I have been both for a very very long time.
See, I have a problem.
I like her...or at least I think I do.
That's sort of yet to be determined.
All I know is it seems like her personality is EXACTLY what I'm looking for, and that means alot to me.
But than she comes back into my life out of nowhere.
After all this time.
Idk, it doesn't really seem fair.
I can't help but think about what it could be like again.
Whatever.
Today, band practice.
At first we did a grindcore session with me on vocals.
Than me on guitar.
Than me on drums.
Umm, we worked on Breathing Underwater for a long time.
I like that song alot.
It's still acoustic, but we added a bass part to it.
It sounds great.
Hmmm...
so honestly...I just want to know what you think?
It would makes things alot easier on me because I wouldn't have to put so much into it and come out with nothing and feeling stupid and lonely again afterwards.
Idk.
Like I said...
I think too much when I'm lonely.
I have mood swings.
I get happy.
Like whenever the hell that last entry was.
Two days ago? Three?
And than, I get down.
Like today.
It's thinking that really does it to me.
I mean, when I'm alone.
I think alot when I'm alone...or lonely.
Which I have been both for a very very long time.
See, I have a problem.
I like her...or at least I think I do.
That's sort of yet to be determined.
All I know is it seems like her personality is EXACTLY what I'm looking for, and that means alot to me.
But than she comes back into my life out of nowhere.
After all this time.
Idk, it doesn't really seem fair.
I can't help but think about what it could be like again.
Whatever.
Today, band practice.
At first we did a grindcore session with me on vocals.
Than me on guitar.
Than me on drums.
Umm, we worked on Breathing Underwater for a long time.
I like that song alot.
It's still acoustic, but we added a bass part to it.
It sounds great.
Hmmm...
so honestly...I just want to know what you think?
It would makes things alot easier on me because I wouldn't have to put so much into it and come out with nothing and feeling stupid and lonely again afterwards.
Idk.
Like I said...
I think too much when I'm lonely.