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after listening to a chorus of coughing goin' 'round the cubes, today i started to experience the pain behind the eyes and other warning signs of an impending illness. no! i swear, people were not meant to be grouped in like chattel for 8 hours a day. my co-workers just seem to pass an illness back and forth until the end of eternity. argh.
so now i'm drinking a hot toddy and waiting for my veggies to steam. hopefully i'll pass out before it hits 8 o'clock. that's me, a regular party animal.
speaking of parties, this past weekend was fun but a little too lonely for my liking. it was pride in long beach, so i went to a couple of bars and the parade, of course. it just wasn't as much fun as usual because i've been winnowing away my group of close friends so that i no longer associate with losers, users, bores, and other jerks. sigh. i have to admit that this lack of close friendships is getting to me a bit. i find myself completely irritated at my gf and it's entirely without fault, most times. i think i'm meant to be asexual. on saturday, i had an extra glass of jameson instead of my usual one to be babied and i kept cornering people to talk about san francisco. i think i kept asking what the dating pool would be like. what? haha. i'm just not that into butches. what the hell am i thinking about dating anyway? hopefully i won't have time to get into too much trouble!
speaking of which, i found out that one of my old hs friends moved to sf. so weird. i feel nervous now. i thought i would be able to make a fresh start...
i have someone peering over my shoulder now. more later.
so now i'm drinking a hot toddy and waiting for my veggies to steam. hopefully i'll pass out before it hits 8 o'clock. that's me, a regular party animal.
speaking of parties, this past weekend was fun but a little too lonely for my liking. it was pride in long beach, so i went to a couple of bars and the parade, of course. it just wasn't as much fun as usual because i've been winnowing away my group of close friends so that i no longer associate with losers, users, bores, and other jerks. sigh. i have to admit that this lack of close friendships is getting to me a bit. i find myself completely irritated at my gf and it's entirely without fault, most times. i think i'm meant to be asexual. on saturday, i had an extra glass of jameson instead of my usual one to be babied and i kept cornering people to talk about san francisco. i think i kept asking what the dating pool would be like. what? haha. i'm just not that into butches. what the hell am i thinking about dating anyway? hopefully i won't have time to get into too much trouble!
speaking of which, i found out that one of my old hs friends moved to sf. so weird. i feel nervous now. i thought i would be able to make a fresh start...
i have someone peering over my shoulder now. more later.