lonely apartment
so, i finally got my new macbook. what's the first thing i do? turn it on and sponge wireless off of the cafe down the street. heh heh.
anyway, things have been looking up lately. besides a sinus infection that will not leave me alone, i've been doing pretty well. we moved into our 7th street apartment this week and things are in a disarray but i don't care because every inch of this place is MINE! and i can throw things around every where if i want to. :) i wish i had more money to fix it up to my liking but that will have to wait. for now, we are eating dinner on the floor and dealing with the lack of counter space in the tiny kitchen.
this week i have one more essay editing session with my english prof before i kiss my essay goodbye. i hope the admissions staff look at my applications kindly. does anyone know how hard it is to get into california college? i guess if i don't get in for spring, i can always try again for fall. poop. by that time, i'll be 28. is 28 too old to start at art school? i feel like some of my ambitions are so frivolous. i don't know why. i don't feel 27. so much of my 20s was a drunken blur. i'm trying to rectify that now by being super productive. but i think this just means that i'm anxious all the time.
i need some new pals to hang out with. i want a small group of ladies to meet up with for coffee and go thrifting with. where are such ladies in long beach? i've been incredibly lonely for the past couple of months. i shed the negative pals but haven't tried to replace them with more positive influences until now.
i better go back to studying for my psychology exam.
xx
anyway, things have been looking up lately. besides a sinus infection that will not leave me alone, i've been doing pretty well. we moved into our 7th street apartment this week and things are in a disarray but i don't care because every inch of this place is MINE! and i can throw things around every where if i want to. :) i wish i had more money to fix it up to my liking but that will have to wait. for now, we are eating dinner on the floor and dealing with the lack of counter space in the tiny kitchen.
this week i have one more essay editing session with my english prof before i kiss my essay goodbye. i hope the admissions staff look at my applications kindly. does anyone know how hard it is to get into california college? i guess if i don't get in for spring, i can always try again for fall. poop. by that time, i'll be 28. is 28 too old to start at art school? i feel like some of my ambitions are so frivolous. i don't know why. i don't feel 27. so much of my 20s was a drunken blur. i'm trying to rectify that now by being super productive. but i think this just means that i'm anxious all the time.
i need some new pals to hang out with. i want a small group of ladies to meet up with for coffee and go thrifting with. where are such ladies in long beach? i've been incredibly lonely for the past couple of months. i shed the negative pals but haven't tried to replace them with more positive influences until now.
i better go back to studying for my psychology exam.
xx